You're Not the Only One Whose Changed...//KilluGon//{GOING TO BE REMADE}

The Separation

Gon POV:

     It's been 5 years...never expected it to be so long. I can't believe no one has contacted me. It makes sense though. I'm annoying. I still remember 3 years ago, when Mito-san died. I still can't believe it. I left to York New since then and have stayed in a hotel for probably the 3 years after. Ging ditched me years ago and I don't know how to feel.  I sometimes wonder if Killua is doing alright. I haven't had the courage to text him. He hadn't texted me either so I never wanted to.  I remember when I texted him about Mito-san's death and he never answered...I never texted him since then and deleted the phone number from my contacts. I don't know why I just got angry. I don't know anything...maybe I should just- *phone ring*

Killua POV

     I'm thinking too much about Alluka and Nanika. I should be thinking about Leorio and Kurapika! They have been here since her funeral...I feel so bad for them. They have also taken care of me while I just sit and think in this stupid room. And Gon...how would he feel? Kurapika tried to come into my room today, but in the end I just locked it all the way so they can't get in. They've been trying to get me to eat for almost a week now. But I have been eating my chocolate robots so I think I'm fine. I remember Alluka used to eat them with me...

No POV

Outside Killua's room

     "What do we do now? Killua hasn't eaten in days." Leorio speaks while eating his breakfast. Kurapika puts his hand to his chin and thinks. "I have no idea. We can't even get him out or get him to smile. Alluka must have been very precious to him." Leorio nods in agreement as Kurapika suddenly gets an idea and pops his head up. "Why didn't I think of this earlier?!" He says as he runs to the counter to grab his phone. He pulls up his contacts and sees the last time he texted this person. "I hope he answers Leorio..." Leorio walks over to Kurapika and looks at his phone. "Oh...I hope he does too." Kurapika sends the message. "Well, we'll just wait then."

     The next day a person knocks on the door. Kurapika goes to answer it(Leorio is the only one sleeping). He sees a boy who has a hood over his head. "So your finally here? Is he gonna smile?" The boy nods his head, not smiling. "Where's Killua's room?" Kurapika points upstairs. "You'll see the sign on his door. It may be hard to open though. He's completely secured it." The boy walked upstairs. He finds Killua's door and knocks on it. "Killua?" Killua doesn't make a sound. 'I break down this door if you don't open it." Killua scoffs. "It's not like you can-" The door clicks, and the chain lock breaks. The door opens, as Killua widens his eyes. "Oh, sorry." The boy says, kinda embarrassed as he puts one hand behind his head(the boy has his hood on still).

     "Who are you?" Killua says still widening his eyes. The boy looks at him and walks to Killua's desk and sets down a plate. "Kurapika texted me to get you to eat." He grabs the fork and sticks a potato in it. "You won't be able to." The boy smirks. "Oh really?" KIllua nods his head rolling his eyes. The boy disappears. "Wha- where did you-" A fork goes into his mouth. The hooded boy is behind him, sitting up on Killua's bed. "Answer my question." Killua says after chewing the potato. "Who are you?" The boy sighs. "I'm heading downstairs." The boy walks to the door and looks at Killua, as if a big speech was about to be given.

     The hooded person walks back in, kinda happy to see that Killua is sitting up and eating. He didn't show it though, as his face was expressionless. "So, what were you going to talk to me about?" Killua stares at him with his emotionless eyes, as if he was going to kill the person in front of him. The person lightly chuckles. "Don't look at me like that. Let me explain." Killua's eyes stop staring at him as he eats his rice. "Talk." The hooded person sits on the chair by Killua's desk. "I was going to talk about this stupid thing about you being in this room all the time." The hooded person explains. Killua listens closely as the person sighs between each two sentences that he said. "You shouldn't get worked up about one person, when every other is with you. Besides, Alluka would have wanted you to move on, hang with your friends, and NOT stay in a room while not eating all the time. She doesn't want to see you in Heaven with her."

     "You should say the same for yourself. I can tell you went through the same thing." Killua interrupts as the boy smiles the very slightest. "Yes, but I'm allowed to. You see, I'm very selfish, and don't deserve the happiness you do." Killua looks at the boy with shock. "I lost someone very important to me, and my goal has been shattered." Killua concentrates through every word the boy speaks. "Actually, I think I have been taught wrong. My father had taught me wrong things, and the nightmares of someone I miss really badly still haunts me. You're not the only one...Killua." Killua feels guilt flush his face as the boy just sits there quietly. "Why are you even sharing this with me?" Killua asks in big shock. "Because I don't want you to go through the same phase." the boy answers expressionless. "I want you to smile, for your friends."

     Killua looks at him. He remembers calling Gon light. Tears stream down his face. "You're- you're right. I want to make my friends happy." He grabs his phone and looks at a photo with him and Gon. Killua is taking a selfie while Gon is nibbling the chocolate in Killua's hand. Killua sighs. "But...how am I gonna contact him? I haven't talked to him in a long time!" The boy looks at Killua. "It's fine. You don't have to text him. I'm right here..." The hooded person takes off his hood. Killua has mixed emotions but his face is shocked. "G-Gon?!"

                                                                        To Be Continued...