LISA
After our conversation in the living room I went inside my room and cried my heart out again.
I don't know how to make the pain go away. I just wish I never met her.
I'm here right now in my room crying again, I don't know what to do anymore I'm so weak right now. I haven't eat since yesterday I feel like I lost my strength, she was there for me when I needed her the most, 2 years with her was great but why?!!!! All of the sudden she cheated. I'm I not enough?!.
"JOOHYUN WHYYYYY?!!!!" I shouted
"I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, YOU KNOW THAT RIGHT?!!!!!" I cried
It's already 7 in the morning, I'm still here lying in my bed, wide awake with my swollen eyes while clutching my chest
"lili?"
Oh it's Nini, knocking softly.
"come in."i quitely said
She opened the door and went beside me when she saw me
" oh gosh Lili you look like shit, are you okay? "she asked while hugging me.
" Nini can I get through this and get back to normal?" I asked while crying
" Nini I'm so tired, I'm so weak right now I feel like shit."i cried "Nini she cheated on me, I'm I not enough?" I asked her.
"No- I'm mean yes you are enough, she cheated on you maybe because she's not contented to you. "Nini said she's now also crying.
" I don't know what to do anymore nini. "I cried more
" Lisa fix your self, you don't need her in your life." she said
" I can't Nini I only want her." I said to her and hug her again.
" you said that because you never try to move on, you can move on Lili but you don't want to."she said softly
" Nini please help me what do I need to do to forget her? " I asked her like a kid
" Just accept the fact that she's not for you or she's not truly in love with you because if she really loves you even if shts happen to the both of you she will stay but look at her Lili she cheated on you! Wake up she doesn't love you. Dont drown your self, don't just cry everyday try to move on its been 1 month you still don't get out to your room Lili we still here she's not the only one who loves you, how about me, jisoo unnie, Chaeyoung? We also love you Lili so pleasee fix your self okaay? The blinks miss you please Lili I'm begging you. "she said while crying
" I'm sorry Nini I was so selfish. "I said" Nini I promise I'll be alright just give me more time okay? "she just nod.
I'm in YG building right now to ask my boss for a break, I need to get some time to think. I think about what Nini said yesterday, she's right Joohyun isn't the only person who love me.
I get back with my self when the door open and saw my boss I quickly stand up and bow my head. "good morning boss" I said.
"oh Lisa why are you here? Is this true that you and Irene broke up?" he asked.
And yeah our both CEO agree to our relationship they said it's our life but they said we just need to keep it private and we both agree with that but yeah that was before.
" yes boss I saw her cheating." he looked at me
" are you okaay?" he asked
"I don't know what I feel boss,maybe I'm okaay" I said to him and he just nod.
