"Jeongkook." Her voice become shaky.
"How many months did you fucking cheating on me?!!!" I cry so hard.
she try to hold my arms but push her, "JUST FUCKING ANSWER MY QUESTION!!!" I shouted.
"We've been hanging out almost a month, Lis I'm sorry." She's crying, "I didn't mean it."
"Why Eun?" I'm crying so hard, I feel my knee become weak.
"You are always busy Lis, Jeongkook is always with me. You have no time to me you are always FUCKING BUSY." She said
I didn't control my tears anymore I let it drop, "I did that for us Eun, I fucking working for us to have a nice family someday. I miss you everyday, I badly want to see you everyday and hug you but I fucking stop my self because I need to work. " I said weakly.
"I want us to have a nice family like others, I want a family with you Eun. I want you to be my Wife I'm planning to propose to you when ny contract will end." I cry remembering the day I stay up late to look for a nice ring. "Eun I see you as my future, I want a litle Eun and little Lisa running in our House every day. I want to wake up beside you every morning, I want to take care of you when you are sick. I want to see you bear our child, eating together in dining table with a smile in our face." I said to her crying.
"Lis-
"I badly want that all with you Eun, I just wanted you to wait for me a little but look what you did YOU FUCKING CHEATING ON ME!" I shouted.
"He always makes me happy when you're not around Lis, I didn't know I was falling for him but the love I have for him can't compare the way I love you. Lis I love you so much it's all a mistake." She's holding my hand crying.
"IT'S NOT JUST A FUCKING MISTAKE EUN YIU FUCKING CHEATED."
"You promised to love me forever and wait for me to be ready, you said I am the only person you will forever." I look at her eyes. "Cheat is a choice Eun and you choose to be with him." I smile weakly.
"I hope your happy of what you did, yiu know what I experienced with my past Eun but the pain you gave to me hurt so much and I dont even know what I did wrong." My voice become shaky. "Your promised is just a lie."
"You lied" I said and Run outside her condo, I heard her shouted my name but I didn't face her.
I neter the elevator, I go inside my car and cry so hard hoping the pain will fade away.
it's so hurt, I thought she's the one for me but I'm Wrong. I so in love with her, I really dont deserve to be loved.
"AHHHHHHH!!!!" I shouted and cry more.
"DO I DESERVED ALL OF THIS?!!!"
"I FUCKING HATE YOU ALl!!"
I start my engine and drive my car faster, I dont care about the police.
I was driving when a saw a truck going in my direction.
----BEEPPPP--BEEEEPPP---
BOOOOOOOMM!
I dont know what happened but my view went black
