Dont let them see

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Ah yes, eating disorder awareness posters. Why are they there? I mean her eating disorder was in plain sight, it's just that nobody cared to, I mean it was no surprise you should see her mother, Daisy Smiths. Bones, that's all she is, you see. She starves because of her weight, but the power of saying "I won't eat." That you can bring on. Just imagine.

"Cassie are you not going to have that?" Ran through her head, I mean, she is a perfect little doll, mother and father raised a princess, well that's what they thought. What an amazing makeup kit she must have, hiding all those bruises. Sometimes it's quite funny, the others it's quite sad. They should never of bought her a scale. Most days it was hard to breathe, others it was hard to live. I keep saying Imagine, but it's a keyword, you have to imagine because nobody is in her shoes cause she was the Cinderella.

Walking through the halls of Habbriton Secondary school. "Kids are mean." People say, yeah kids are mean. Is that just the way they are? Or is it the drugs? The alcohol? That's what they don't see. The pain, the mental health. "Hey Cass Cass!" Jonathan smiled brushing against her weak shoulders. Ugh him. He must be not gay but gay? Yeah tha5 doesn't make sense. A best friend, a fucking stupid one. How can he not see? The flesh gets smaller by the day. "Oh hi Jonathan!" She faked smiled, "what's your first class?" He was making small chat. "Sex education." She replied. "Oh mines math, BYE!!" He jumped running into about 15 people.

"Total Jerk." She laughed but more sighing pushing the doors open. Smiling tightly holding the tears. "Welcome class have your seats and we will continue."  The teacher was as basic as my arsehole. A whisper touched her ear. "Hey bones have you ate today?" Leaving a chuckle. Cassie stood up and threw a chair at her, "NEREZZA YOU WITCH." Oh fuck. Just fuck. "CASSIE DETENTION NOW!" The teacher yelled. "Yes sir." Giving a look she walked out tracing her feet on the floor.

"Come in?" The detention teacher sighed. "Cassie I don't actually care just sit down." Making her lips go thinner she sat and played with her fingers. After what felt like a minute was 4 hours. Oh wow she had fallen asleep. "Um miss it's Breaktime."
Her voice cracked. "Yes go.." the voice stretched. "Finally out of that shithole." She sighed. Walking into the cafeteria with death stares she picked out food, ah food. Who needs food when you can cut yourself? Anyways, people sat down with her, her 'friendship group' talking.

First was Allie, she was kind sweet but again, a fucking idiot, she was OCD and wore nothing but pink. Next was Fala, she was quite mean, basic mean girl, probably had fucked everyone. And she was quite manipulative in some ways. After that was Abaddon, sweet boy, loved art and yeah and Jonathan was just gay and wanted sex. "Did you hear about Nerezza?!" Fala's eyes sparked. "No?" Abaddon replied chewing his food. Cassie was cutting half of hers up staring at it. "She apparently has Anxiety..poor girl."  She laughed. "Why are we laughing?  Allie pointed out. "Stupid cunt." Cassie whispered.

"Not nice!" She exclaimed. "Fuck yourself."  She whispered staring into her. Allie whined and they all laughed. Cassie took the chance and dumped the food under the table. "Oh wow Cass.." Jonathan said. They was speaking  and laughing but. Cassie zoned out until Nerezza came over. "Hey bones." She chuckled with her slutty friends. "Just go away." She coughed up.
"You need to eat my dear, or you will commit suicide again, you should've died the first time." Her friends laughed. The tower. It was on CCTV and got out her and her friends she was in a tower and you know jumped but she somehow made it. "Shit the FUCK UP" Fala spat. "Anyways bye Freaks."

Cassie's blood boiled but she ignored it. "Cassie all jokes aside, you do eat and you wouldn't do it again right..?" Abaddon said with everyone looking.. "no.." she replied. "Good." Cassie knew she would do it again. Just at the right time. It was the end if the school day finally.

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