P T S D

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Nagito's POV.

Me and Mikan were dancing together as Ibuki played her music. I was dancing with her to keep Hiyoko from bullying her since she thought I was crazy. I couldn't blame her though! I am really crazy.

Just as Ibuki finished her song fireworks went off, making me freeze. I began having flash backs to the plain crash, how my parents died, the smell of smoke and blood, everything. My breathing became heavy and my legs became weak. "A-Are you o-o-okay Komaeda!?" Mikan shouted, I shook my head and fell to the ground.

"Ha look at him! " Hiyoko shouted, "He's being pathetic over fireworks! What? Is it because of your parents?" She exclaimed, making fun of me. It made me start crying. I brought my knees to my chest and and started screaming and sobbing. I couldn't hear anything anymore, nothing but the fireworks. Flashbacks came and went through my mind.

Mikan's POV.

Nagito was screaming, crying, and sweating. I knew it was about his childhood and I tried to get Saionji to stop bullying him but she wouldn't listen. I had finally started having enough of her sending Nagito deeper into his panic attack. I covered his ears and began to scream.

"SAIONJI SHUT THE FUCK UP CAN'T YOU SEE HE'S HORRIFIED!?" I shouted making everyone stop what they were doing and look at me. I tried to remain having a mad face instead of going crazy and apologizing.

I turned back to Nagito who seemed to calm down more now that my hands were covering his ears. I brought him closer to my chest and crossed my legs so he could sit on my lap. I began to rock him gently and felt him start to relax.

"If you pull something like this again Saionji, I'll kill you" I said sternly, earning a surprised gasp from the blonde.

After I knew Nagito was asleep I picked him up and leaned one side of his face into my chest so it could cover one ear while I covered the other with my hand.

I brought him into my cottage and laid him on my bed. I carefully took his jacket off and put it on a coat rack before I covered him up. I then grabbed a book and started silently reading until I heard a shuffle from the other side of the bed.

"Tsumiki?" Nagito said, I nodded, "A-Are you a-alright? Y-you had a b-breakdown". He nodded as he pulled himself up and got behind me. He laid his head on my shoulder and wrapped his arms around my waist making me blush.

"Thank you" he whispered making me smile, "O-of course!" I said.

"Uh... Is it alright if you read to me?" He asked making me smile, "A-Are you s-sure? A-all my books a-are about m-medical things" I explained. He nodded, I knew he was just being nice and didn't actually want to learn about my ultimate. I looked around the room and saw a book that I had already finished from the library. It was a children's book.

"Do you want me to read that instead?" I asked. He looked over that the book and his eyes seemed to light up. It made me smile, he seemed like a child. I picked up the book and started reading to him. He happily hummed as I read the book.

When I finished he stood up and opened the door. "W-what are y-you doing?" Is asked. He gave me a confused look.

"You don't want trash like me in your bed silly, I'll be leaving now" he said with a smile. I shook my head and jumped up from my bed, falling into an explicit pose in the process.

"Ow..." I said quietly. I looked back at Nagito who had a concerned look at was also blushing.

"Are you okay?" He asked as he helped me up. "I-I'm alright, t-thank you" we smiled in silence at each other until he started trying to leave again. I grabbed his hand and weakly pulled him closer to me.

"P-please stay, y-you sh-shouldn't be a-alone right n-now" I said. He sighed and looked at me.

"Sure" I gave him an oversized shirt that I had and pants that happened to be his size. He thanked me and out them on in the bathroom while I changed in my room. By the time he came out I was already in bed.

He started to wobble a bit which made me jump up again and run to him, knowing he was getting dizzy from lack of sleep and his illness. I helped him into bed and laid next to him. I felt him hold me closer to his chest and could feel his warm breath on my neck.

"Are you sure you're okay with me here?" He asked getting a nod from me in return. "G-go to s-sleep you n-need rest" I whispered. As soon as I said that his body went limp and I heard soft snores come from him. It sounded more like purring. I softly kissed his cheek and started drifting off as well.

I love this ship don't come for me please-

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