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i just wanted to warn some of you that this chapter and other chapters in the book include physical abuse and that to read only if this doesn't affect you. i will put warnings in the part when it starts just in case so u can still read the chapter and skip the part if u want :)
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i woke up the next day to whispering and tilt my head up to see the others around me and a hand wrapped around my waist in a decent grip. i then realised i was on someone's chest and that someone was rico. he was still asleep. the others were giggling and whispering watching us.
"morning sleepy" evon says
"aren't you guys so cute" savanh says smirking. i rub my eyes and slowly tangle myself out of ricos grip.
"morning" i said while yawning
"sorry if we woke you, you guys just looked so cute cuddling asleep" jayda says showing a photo of us sleeping together on blakes phone. i smile and shrug
" i didn't mean to, i was just so tired and then yk i fell asleep" i say while tying my hair up
"ok well we got some ihop takeout its on the table, we wanted to wait until u guys woke up before we ate so we're gonna eat now" blake says. i just nod and they all leave the room. i could hear faint little breaths from rico. i didn't want to wake him up so i got up and went to the dining room. i had some pancakes with some bacon strips. rico then walks into the room his hair messy while he rubbed his eyes.
"morning" he says while yawning and takes a seat next to me
"finally ur up, we saved some food for you, here" jayda says pushing some choc chip pancakes over to him. he thanks her and we all eat. after that they drop me and evon home. before we walked up to the front door evon stopped. i look at him confused.
"fuck we forgot to tell mom we were staying the night at ricos, u think she's gonna be pissed?" he asks.
"i don't think mom will, but dad will shit" i say
"whatever just stick with eachother and back eachother up ok?" he says and i nod. we unlock the front door and sneak quietly through the door, but we only make it to the stairs when violet, my younger sister calls out from the top of the stairs.
"omg there you guys were! where were you?!" she practically yells. we both flinch
"SHHHHHH" we both say at the same time. i then hear mom in the kitchen so i quickly grab evons sleave and pull him up the stairs. we both run into eachothers room and close the door. i slump down on the bed causing my skateboard to fall off the bed and make a loud bang noise. i flinch and my door flies open. it was my mom.
"where have you been?" she says with her hands on her hip. i sigh and she comes over to me. "sweetie i was worried where did you go?" she asks. i sigh again tucking a piece of hair behind my ear.
"evon and i crashed at ricos house, thats all nothing big" i say and she nods
"thats ok but in future just tell me because i was worried ok?" she asks and i nod. she kisses the top of my head and goes back downstairs. ok mom wasn't so pressed but what about dad. i then hear some heavy footsteps on the floor boards outside my room. my door then flies open my eyes meet my dads scary eyes. i've never liked my dad because of his short temper and how he was always angry. since i was little he would always beat me and tell me if i told anyone he would kill me. like legit kill me. he stares at me with his normal angry expression planted on his face, his hands gripped into a fist. a shiver washes over me as i know whats about to happen. he closes the door behind him.
"your back? where were you?" he asks in a mean hastily voice. i sigh
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"evon and i went to ricos and accidently fell asleep there, nothing too big-" i get cut off by a massive slap across my face. tears instantly appear in my eyes and my cheeks stings like hell.
"I DON'T FUCKING CARE IF YOU WENT TO RICOS OR NOT YOU TELL ME WHEN YOU LEAVE THIS FUCKING HOUSE DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME?!" he yells in my face. tears stream down my cheeks and i hold one hand up to the cheek that got slapped. it hurt so much. i nodded in reply to what he said.
he then pushed me off my bed and started kicking me repeatedly on the side of my ribs causing me to get winded. i started coughing and gasping for air begging him to stop. he finally stops giving me one more kick then walks out of my room acting like nothing had just happened. i cry in pain on the floor. my ribs hurt so much as well as my cheek. after like half an hour of crying and wincing in pain, i finally got up and slowly made my way to my walk in bathroom. i turned on the shower and let it run while i tied up my hair and got undressed.
i stared at myself in the mirror, my cheek red with a slight bit of purple. there's definitely gonna be some bruising there. i then turn to the side and look at my ribs. there were already 3 busies that had appeared. i press down on one softly and wince in pain. i sigh hopping into the shower. it was warm but i still felt cold, lonely and hurt. after i had my shower i got out and got dressed into this:
i plugged in my earplugs to my phone and climbed into bed listening to my fav playlist sad songs for sad hours. i ended up falling asleep listening to music.
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hey guys,
so clearly there is gonna be some verbal and physical abuse from ryders dad throughout the story and im sorry if that effects you or you had to go through it because i have with the verbal abuse. if you ever need someone to talk to my dm's are all open so just message me:)
anyways i hope u like the book so far, there's not so many rico fanfics so im gonna try and make this the best longest most interesting one for all the ones that wanna read rico fanfics
i also have another one that im gonna start on for rico if u guys want ofc