Emison - Love with obstacles

Chapter 9

Ali's POV

What the fuck was I thinking I just kissed Emily like what?! Oh my god I'm lucky that nobody was there to witness what I just did. The worst part isn't that we kissed at all because everyone knows that Emily is gay but I'm not and I was the person who started the kiss.

I'm straight at least I think so. I always had boyfriends and I liked them but now that I'm thinking about it I never loved any of them. Ugh why must life be so hard. Everything was so easy before Emily got here. And now I'm questioning my sexuality because of her what is wrong with me?

Why the fuck has she to be so hot? And don't get me started on an angry Emily because that is a huge turn on that's the reason why I just kissed her. I'm fucked like really I never felt like that towards anybody and with Emily it's different it feels... I don't know... right?

I was halfway across the parking lot when I heard someone calling my name behind me. I knew that voice. It was the one of a certain person who took me in this misery. Emily.

I turned around and Emily took a few more steps so she was standing right in front of me.

We locked eyes and I waited for her to say something.

Emily sighed. ''Alison now you really need to give me an explanation and I'm not leaving until I get one and please don't turn bitchy at me again.''

Emily's chocolate brown eyes stared into mine pleading for an answer. An answer even I didn't have a clue about.

''Emily... I'm sorry I don't know what that was either. I'm as confused as you are.'' I didn't know what to tell her I need some time to think about everything.

''But you kissed me that has to mean something you don't just kiss someone at least not like that. I thought you were straight?'' Emily looked so confused her eyebrows were knitted together and she looked cute. Ugh Ali stop it right now!

I laughed a bit at Emily's last sentence. ''Well before you came into my life I thought so too. That's the reason why I'm so confused.'' Emily smirked at me and that's when I realized I indirectly admitted that I liked Emily as more than a friend. My eyes widened and I was probably as red as a tomato right now.

I gulped as Emily stepped a bit closer still with that smirk on her face. Oh my god what have I done. My heartbeat quickened as Emily was now much closer than before. I took a deep breath trying to compose myself.

''So you like me.'' This wasn't a question it was more like a statement. Emily still had that cocky grin on her face because she probably knew what she was doing to me. I was like paralyzed I couldn't move I couldn't talk I couldn't do anything at all.

Then I felt Emily laying her left Hand on my waist and her touch was like electricity that shot through my whole body. Her right Hand found it's way to my left cheek cupping it in her soft Hand.

I couldn't resist her touch so I leaned my head in her palm. Emily stared lovingly in my eyes and I swear I could just melt right then and there.

Emily then leaned slowly in and the moment our lips touched I felt the fireworks everyone is talking about when they tell about their kiss with the person they love.

I always thought that all of that was just a lie but now that I myself feel something like that I know it's true. This overwhelming feeling that makes your body feel week and your brain fuzzy and you are suddenly out of breath not just because of the kiss but also because of the feeling of being loved.

Our lips were moving in sync and I laid my arms around Emily's neck supporting me to stand still before my legs were giving in.

After a while as air became necessary we pulled away. I slowly opened my eyes and found two pairs of dark brown eyes staring intently into mine. I only found love in Emily's eyes and with the way she made me feel I knew what was right for me. It was her.

Emily was the one who broke the comfortable silence. ''So are you still confused now?...Blondie.'' Emily chuckled at the name she gave me a while ago.

A few days ago I was furious as Emily called me like that but now I just could laugh with her. She was so cute. Her smile made me smile.

For the first time in a long time I was happy.

And the reason of my happiness is no other person than Emily Fields.

I realized I have to give her an answer to her question but a better way to express what I am feeling right now is to show her.

With that I leaned in this time and captured her lips in mine. I felt Emily smile into the kiss figuring out that this was my answer to her question.   

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I'm so sorry for the long wait guys. Today I realized that my last update was last month and I was shocked. I'm really sorry and I hope that this chapter makes it a bit better. I hope you like it. I tried my best to make it perfect and I wanted to give you something that makes you guys happy. So I hope I did a decent job with this new chapter. :)