The Forbidden Love

Determined

"We played gracefully "

She said looking at the inmate she had a fight with in the first round of the game.. As the girl nodded she looked at the raging bulls or the so called inmates fighting like bulls..  What were they even doing..

Her eyes went toward the guy standing at a side with a gloomy face.. She could actually understand bcz she also didn’t get her things..  But obviously she didn’t play like he did.. So disgraceful..

She didnt understand why so much of aggression in a game.. Wandering her eyes she looked at the highly dressed inmate who just won against him.. Rolling her eyes she turned her eyes toward the game again.. Both the inmates were double faced she felt.. One behaving so aggressive in task that it scared her while the other was something else.. 

His comment on the other one really didnt bother her.. But one thing she understood was this guy sometimes talks out of context.. He doesn’t even realise what he is saying..

First she thought she can be friends with the later.. But then his playboy behaviour made her uncomfortable..  Then he had a normal conversation with her that made her believe that he Isn't that bad.. But then the task and favouritism made her angry to next level. And they all got nominated..  She was afraid what if her husband gets evicted..

But she really enjoyed the task.. She felt like life was giving her childhood back..

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"And lovingly we call her Ms. Babu.. "

She tried hard not to bring the cringe she felt on her face.. Ms. Babu and Ms confused.. Seriously . He didn’t even discuss with her.. And just decided it himself.. What was he even thinking..Ms. Confused and Rubina Dilaik Doesn't come in the same line.. And he needed to know that..  She will ans him for sure but in her own way.. Not even acknowledging what she is saying she just blurted out whatever her tongue made her.. She understood she was taking it to another level but he deserves it.. Making him wear the garland she looked at his embarrassed face.. As he clapped she turned her eyes away not able to look at him.. Did he accept defeat.. So easily ..

She really didn’t understand this guy.. Sometimes commenting on her husband and making decisions without her consent..  What did he really think of himself.. And now didn’t even argue with her.. She actually hoped that he will argue and she will give it back to him.. But he didn’t say anything..  Sitting beside him she looked at him from the corner of her eyes.. He was just looking at other performances.. Did it even bother him.. Surely it did..she saw it herself but maybe trying to act all cool.. Shrugging it off she focused on the other performances..

Wearing the same clothes again and again she felt really irritated..  Like anger was on her pick and just a lil knock and she will burst out..

Looking at all the inmates all decked up she rolled her eyes.. These people are another level of double face she felt.. But she was not gonna let anyone have the upper hand over her..

"I have a problem with Rahul.. "

She said as she looked at him coming toward her.. She was irritated.. And It's the least word she can find for the things that just happened..  She didn’t understand where she was wrong.. She just put her points clear and vivid.. While the show is about reality but everything is facade..  And when most of them pointed out at her she just shrugged it off.. These people can never bother or trigger her.. It will be always her decision when to point out what..

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Putting her point she waited for his reply and hearing it she felt a sting in her heart.. Like she understood that it was her fault in this but obviously she was not gonna accept it.. So she kept on arguing with him.. But when a senior asked her to leave it she just did it.. As the guy was leaving he didn’t even spare her a look as she looked at him from the corner of her eyes it was pure dismay all over his face.. Maybe she went overboard..

This night was getting worst and worst for her.. People were not respecting her or her husband the way she wanted..  And she couldn’t take it at all.. She was getting sick of this house.. Just waiting for the weekend to end..

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"He is talking about humanity but when it was his turn he didn’t save his own wife.."

She felt like her wield stop right there for a moment..  It’s evident that this guy said this just for her but she felt an unknown emotion rising in her.. Already it took time to forget about it and not to shoe the pain but when he pointed out she felt really bad..

Who is he to interfere in-between her and her husband..  Who is he to point it out.. Anger was taking over all her senses.. This guy just stepped on her weak spot and that too when she cant even express it.. What did he wanted to prove.. That her husband doesn’t care for her.. She wanted to hit him..hurt him.. Intentionally or unintentionally this guy just hurted her and she wanted to hurt him too..

She couldn’t stop her hand as it kept on spraying on his face.. To a level where the host also made fun of it.. And right there she understood she just messed it all again.. She realised she was taking out all her anger on someone who just gave her a reality check..  What he said was true but she will never accept it..

Stealing some glances from him she tried to read his mind but it was like impossible.. This guy was really something that she can do anything but ignore him..

With every passing minutes she was losing her last bits of willpower..  She and her relationship was becoming a joke for people and she couldn’t take it.. When the inmates made fun of it she tried to ignore but when the host called her husband her baggage she couldn’t take it anymore..  This house is not for her.. Can never be..

Throughout the day she tried hard to not let her emotions take over her but things were getting out of her control..

With a tear strained face she layed on the bed as she heard the inmates making fun of her.. Singing songs and making a joke of her.. every little thing was irritating her right now.. These people were inhunan she felt.. But the sole reason to accept all these is to make her marriage better and now she will focus on that.. And whoever comes in her way she will give it back..