The Forbidden Love

unexpected

When someone asks you are u fine and u have to say you are fine but you are not really fine..

And that's the exact situation she was in right now.  What just happened why it happened..  Nothing matters..  But what matters is she was feeling really sick.. Not physically but mentally..

Something invisible was poking her nonstop and she cant even say it.. But only smile.. Smile as bright as possible..  Bcz she was afraid.. Afraid that if the smile stops even for a second she will lose it.. She will lose the calm composure she is maintaining..

Right now she needs something..  Something to calm her down.  Something to ebert her mind.. Something that can hide the emotions she was holding on to..

"What are u missing the most right now.."

"Partyyyyy"

She didn’t even take a moment to shout out loud.. Yeah she needed it.. Something to hide the storm going throuth her mind..

"So enjoy the night"

As BB said it she jumped out dancing.. She was thankful..  Thankful that they created this task right now.. Bcz she really needed it. 

Wearing her comfortable dress she was all ready for the party task that BB arranged.. She was never so greatful before.. She needed this so much..

Walking toward the garden area she smiled brightly as the garden was decorated nicely..

As the music started she moved with sync as it was her stress buster..  She has seen many films where the protagonists try to erase their pain and stress with dance and music.. Dancing without caring for anyone but letting out everything that was hurting you internally.. 

And today she was doing the same.. But she was disturb not bcz something happened but she was disturbed the way it was affecting her.. She was confused by the way it hurted her..

Moving along with the bits of music she closed her eyes trying to enjoy it.. The moment she closes her eyes a irritating flash comes to her mind. 

His white t shirt was filled with wishes for the love of his life..

"Will you marry me.."

Her eyes flew open hurriedly.. 

Choking into her own saliva she found it impossible to breathe..  Irritated she sat on the side of the pool.. Not even caring that she will be out of the task..

As she finally took some breathe she felt anger rising in her heart..  How can someone just propose a girl that he didn’t even mention for a month...

And what angered her more was she was feeling disturbed by his proposal.. 

Or

She just cant accept that she was feeling something for Rahul Vaidya.. And it wasn’t hatred.. Or irritation...

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With every bit of dancing she was forgetting all the feelings that was consuming her heart.. With every passing second she was getting a hold on herself.. With every passing second she regained her true composure..

As more and more singers came and went she just focused on dancing..  But these people were taking entirety to decide a name on the task.. While they were arguing she sat on a corner just relaxing a little but after all those dancing..

Her eyes suddenly went toward the ring on his neck.. He proposed her.. His lady love with this same ring..  She really doesn’t understand why would he do it out of nowhere.. Whyyy