To be Love Back ( Fallen Girls Series #1)

Prologue

-Prologue-

When I was three years old my dream was to be hug by the only man that I loved, My Father.

 He gives kisses and hugs to my brothers and tells them how much he loves them which makes me envy them. I attempt to give a hug to my father just to show him that I also need his affection and love but instead, he pushed me away and gives me a disgusted look. 

 At that moment I already know na hindi niya ako mahal. Ang matang iyon ay laging sumusulpot sa isip ko, kada naiisip ko iyon gusto ko nalang umiyak. As I grow up the desire to be noticed by my Father become bigger. I tried everything to be noticed by him, but still that glimpse of attention that I want, I failed to conquer. 

Until I reach my adolescents I'm still hungry for my dad's attention. I actually didn't have a plan to stop, but then-

 "Miss Adora, You have chronic cancer", said the doctor who examines me. I'd notice extreme tiredness I feel for a long time but I ignored it because I was so busy getting my dad's attention.

 At that moment I don't feel like I'm sad or anything but the exact opposite. I feel so happy what I think is that maybe the heavens see how hardworking I'm and I should take a rest and quit these attention seeker games of mine. 

 All the time I spent in my life is doing what my dad wants and to get his attention that I never had. This time I wanted to spend my life the way that I wanted. Gusto ko subukan ang mga bagay na hindi ko nagawa dahil I'm not allowed to. 

I wanted to enjoy the life that I wanted. If my father cannot give the love that I wanted then I will find someone who can give this to me, at gusto ko itong umpisahan sa pagkakaroon ng isang boyfriend. I never had a boyfriend in my entire life dahil buong buhay ko wala akong ibang ginawa kundi sumunod lang sa tatay ko but now I thought about it gusto ko magkaroon ng bagay na pinagkait saken. 

 I just wanted Love, I wanted to feel like I'm being loved by someone. I just wanted to be special even just once in my life. I just want that kind of love that was stolen from me by my very own father. 

 I wanted love even if it causes millions of pesos. Mukha akong desperada pero desperada talaga ako. Konti nalang ang panahon at oras na natitira sa akin so kahit bilhin ko na ung pagibig nayan okey lang I just wanted to experience it. In short, bibili ako ng boyfriend. 

Yes, at dahil sa wala nakong oras Di nako naghanap sa labas at nagset ng blind date gaya ng sinasabi ng iba. Namulot nalang ako ng kahit sinong lalakeng nariritong nagtatrabaho sa kumpanya ko. 

 While naghahanap ako ng mapupulot sa kumpanya ko, I find this nerd employee who I found staring at me a while ago habang nagtitingin-tingin ako ng empleyadong pwedeng jowain rito.

 I walk closer to his table and I saw him became embarrassed and immediately niyang inalis ang tingin saken. How cute. 

 After ko makalapit sa kaniya I lean towards to his table nang makalapit at magtapat ang Mukha naming dalawa. Buti nalang siya ang natitira rito sa office dahil uwian na ng mga empleyado ko pero nagoover time parin sya. Mukhang nangangailangan talaga siya. 

 While I was staring at his face closely, Mukha parin siyang gulat na gulat na magkalapit ang Mukha namin to the point na hindi siya makatingin sa akin sa mata and he was blushing.

 Inalis ko ang salamin sa Mukha niya and I saw how handsome he is. Tinatago niya pala ang gwapong mukhang ito sa panget niyang salamin na wala namang grado, at hindi naman bagay sa kaniya. 

 "Just my type". I smiled at him sweetly at isinuot ko ang jejemon niyang salamin sa kaniya uli.

 "h-hu-" 

 "Gusto kita I DATE MOKO", I said straight away to him which makes his jaw drop. I cut him off before he speak, I don't have enough time ngayon-ngayon ko lang na realise na time is precious.

 Alam Kong nakakahiya itong ginagawa ko, pero I just wanted to feel love desperately, at gusto kong maranasan ang Tunay na kahulugan ng pagibig sa poging empleyado ko.

 "I love you", bulong ko sa kaniya, and I smiled sweetly and I gave him a cute wink.

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AN: So hi guys this is your Author, I just wanted to say na this is the First story na tyatyagain ko talaga, and this time I just wanted to say na sumikat man ito or not gusto kong matapos itong story ko gusto ko lang makaaccomplish ng isang story na pinaghirapan ko hehe ( or maybe kung makapagisip pako ng ibang story na mapupublish ko why not make another one ). 

Sa mga magbabasa po nito thank you my loves and I hope you'd love it, and thanks for taking your time reading my story♥.