The art of being alone / Yuta okkotsu x reader

Chapter 16

"Y/n can we talk?" Yuta said as he looked at Y/n. Y/n quickly looked at him confused, but nervous as well knowing what it was gonna be about.

"Uh-" before she could talk he interrupted her. (Y/n really did this 😮☝️😐✊)

"Y/n please hear me out". Yuta was being serious. "If it was about what happened last time, just forget it." She said as she sat crisscrossed looking down.

"No. I'm not going to forget what happened that day." He said seriously again. "Yuta please." Y/n sighed.

"No i won't stop. You know why? Because now I feel guilty of everything you've been bottling up. You had to go through a lot, heard a lot, and seen a lot about a person you cared who's not even on the same level as you." He said looking at her.

Y/n was surprised. But she didn't want to look at him. She decided to keep her head down and just listen.

"You're right as well. The word 'sorry' is just a word. A word that can be said was easily and probably not meant it. But Y/n if anything, I want you to know that I am truly sorry. You probably don't know, but I really hate myself. I hate myself so much for hurting someone as kind as you. You were always there for me and you're right I did push you away, but that was because I was all over Rika. I didn't push you because you were annoying I just did it to be with someone I loved." Yuta said as his voice got softer.

"Why?" Y/n said as she was clenching her hands. "Why was it so hard for you to notice my presence back then? I just wanted to have friends. You were my first friend, but you always said it was Rika. Rika this Rika that. I'm not mad. I don't feel anything anymore to be mad. I haven't forgiven you that's all. I just need time." Y/n said as her expression was shown to him tiredly.

"You don't have to forgive me. I'll prove myself." Yuta said confidently. Y/n looked over him to see he was being serious.

"I'll prove myself that I will not mess up this time. This time I won't talk about Rika anymore. She might have mean a lot to me, but she's gone. I'm not sayin I'm going to stop talking about Rika because of this. I'm saying this because I realized she had pushed me away from you as well. And because of that I've never realized it.

I'm going to repay you all the damages I've done to you. I want to show you that you are important. Your friendship now is what means the most to me than anyone else. So Y/n what do you say?" Yuta got up, as he went to her bed next to her.

"Will you accept my request to prove myself." He said as he got his hand out. Y/n looked at his eyes to see he was actually determined. She hated what he said because now she wanted to smile.

"Fine. Good luck then." Y/n said as she shook hands with Yuta.

Suddenly Yuta heard his phone ring. He picked it up to see it was Panda. As he picked up the call it was quiet.

"Panda?" Yuta asked. "YUTA! HOW IS Y/N HUH?! YOU BETTER NOT BE DOING ANYTHING BAD TO HER RIGHT?" Panda yelled with so many questions.

"W-wait shes okay. She's actually next to me right." Yuta tried to calm down panda. "Wrong move Yuta." Y/n told Yuta, which made him concerned.

"... EHHHHH?!?! SHES NEXT TO YOU?! NOW WAIT A MINUTE WHY IS SHE NEXT TO YOU? I NEED ANSWERS YUTA OKKOTSU!!!!" Panda was going crazy now.

"We share a room actually. It's pretty nice not gonna lie." Yuta said smiling. Y/n slapped her hand at her forehead. "Good luck when we get back to school." Y/n sighed at him.

"Uh panda I meant-" before he could finish his sentence, panda was in rage mode.

"YUTA YOU STUPID BASTARD! WHY ARE YOU GUYS SHARING A ROOM?! DON'T DO ANYTHING TO HER, DON'T STARE AT HER, AND ESPECIALLY DONT TOUCH HER!!!! YOU HEAR THAT!!!" Panda couldn't stop.