passionfruit [fsmp]

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before i start, this chapter had nothing to do with the book!

tw, mentions of death and depression.

hey guys! i wanted to talk about something serious because a lot of people seem to be having loss in their family.

in 2019 my dad unfortunately passed away. i've missed him every day since. some days i don't feel like i can get out of bed. i don't wanna say i'm depressed because i haven't been diagnosed with it and i don't wanna self diagnose myself. anyway away from my dad, other people are having loss in their family and are having doubts and regret . some of those being; i should've told them i loved them more or their not proud of me. trust me, i have those every day but please don't beat yourself up over it.

i've seen a lot of content creators do this and it makes me feel so sad. these people feel like they are the only ones who didn't tell them they loved them or didn't spend as much time with them but, a lot of people don't think these things can happen. what i mean is everyday you don't think a family member can pass tomorrow so you don't think of spending time with them or telling them you love  them.

i don't really know what i'm trying to say but i hope my point gets across. don't hate yourself because you didn't do certain things with your loved one. you still have so many opportunities to do these with people who are here with you.

i love you guys so much and always know i'm here to talk to you. don't ever feel like your alone because there are people just like you who are feeling the same way.