Breathe
That's what I always tell myself. Just breathe.
Except it's not always that simple. I can't breathe when I want to scream. To let out all of my pain. To just be rid of it all.
But I can't. I won't. I will go through whatever it takes to get...
~•not knowing whether or not the pain is fading or your just getting used to it is worrying•~
After I left Reana's, I decided to annoy everyone else back at the house. That explains why I'm at the mall looking at clothes, even though I literally did just this a few hours ago.
And yes, before you even ask, I am very much petty.
One time after Ethan's brother was taken he told me to stay away from him and his family or I would end up getting hurt. As you can figure, my 14 year old self didn't take that entirely well. I was in my first year of highschool and there was a party.
You can probably guess what happened but I'll tell you anyway.
Flashback
Walking into the party in a short-ish dress got the attention of most people there.
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The skirt barely covered my ass but I was still okay with it.
I make my way into the kitchen and got myself a drink before leaning against the counter.
"Hey princess. We're playing beer pong, you wanna join?" One of the football guys comes up to me saying
I take a look around, my eyes meeting someone else's before reverting them back to the guy in front of me.
"Sure" I agree
I take his hand and he leads me to a table where some of his friends are.
"Princess this is Penelope, Ryder, Carson, and Riley who's my twin unfortunately. And I'm kyle" kyle introduces
"Bella" I say
"Nice to meet you bella, and don't mind this asshole. That's all he's good for" Riley says shaking my hand
"And having sex, but don't tell him I said that. It'll boost his ego" Penelope says standing beside me now
"Alright, boys against girls. Losers take five shots" some guy says
"And the winners?" Riley ask
"Get asked a truth or dare" Ryder says
"Oh come on, can't those be switched?" I ask
"That eager for a truth or dare?" Kyle asks
"No, I'd rather take five shots" I say with a smile while everyone else 'ooh's
