Ek Tarfa 💔 (On Hold)

Chapter - 6

Sidharth :-

"Tomorrow, the day every person didn't wish to happen. A day which gives me immense pain even though  I am here to witness. It will break me like hell but still for her I agreed to be with her as her best friend."

It's become hard for me to act like a best friend but for her, I  am happy to act.

Everyone slowly went to their room, tomorrow is the marriage of  my best friend..... Oops, my love.

She was so happy, it was all witnessed in her face. Before that happy face, I felt weak. She is so happy but the reason is not me it's someone else... That hurts me.

I went to my room. As soon I closed the door, I switched on the fan and fell on the floor. I was holding it for long time. I can't anymore...

It hurts, it's like a knife is piercing inside my heart. I tried to shut my sound myself. It was a curse I couldn't even cry my heart out.

Wiping my tears away I went towards the drawer and took out an old album. Slowly I opened it. The first picture, it was on her birthday when I gifted her a balloon. Then, she was 10 years old younger than me.

We met each other at school. She was a mischievous kid then and I was silent kid. I tried to make fun of her. When there was a tragedy in my life it was her, who took me out of it. She was doing it because of me, that's why she's my best friend.

But in that healing process, I betrayed our  relation, friendship. I fall for her. I became a one sided lover. I began to love her by heart.

Once I about to confess, she confessed about her relation with her love, breaking my heart... Without knowledge.

That day, I smiled before her hiding my heartbreak. From that day I became a great actor in front of her. Best actor.

Later each day, every running minute make me feel suffocated. I cursed myself for this love. What can I do ? My poor heart did a mistake by loving her, actually, it's not my heart's fault but expecting her to love me back was the mistake.

Tomorrow she is getting married. I want to witness it even though it will hurt. I want to make my heart understand that she is someone else property. I tried so many times, in so many ways but my poor heart is not ready to accept my words and witnessing him being her will make my heart understand.

I went towards the window and open it. The moon is there, feeling pity for me. I give a weak smile to it. And sit on the chair and placed my head upon the desk, began to stare the moon.

Life was so beautiful then but this 'love' which made my life miserable.

Those are so lucky who get what they love. And those are........ Because they wil never get what they love beside they have to see that thing became someone else's property.

Tears were flowing from my eyes, not ready to stop...

Then, I used to wonder about the villain in every love stories, who loves the hero/ heroine. Now I understand their pain. We can't blame them fully.

Don't know when I fall asleep I opened my eyes hearing the knock on the door,
It was her calling me to get ready. I assure to get ready early without letting her know my pain through my voice.

Now I have one day to act. Yes, just one day. I decided I will be leaving this country tonight. I said this to her earlier but she didn't agree. She said she can't let me leave all alone. Somehow I managed to convince her and finally, I'm going back tonight. I promised her that I will return soon. But no, I am going to break this promise.

Now I didn't think about the return. But I am sure Rohan will never let her miss me and will make her happy........ I just want that..... Her happiness.........