Find Our Way- Ron Weasley

Deja Vu

When I woke up it was still early, I'm pretty sure nobody was awake. I wrapped myself in my blanket and headed down stairs. I saw molly sitting on the couch looking at something.

"What are you looking at?" I asked her. I sat next to her on the couch.

"Oh hey dear, I didn't see you come down. I found this picture album while cleaning up." she started showing me pictures of her and arthur. This one picture stuck out to me it seemed so familiar , it was a picture of her and Arthur in the great hall, looking at each other. Then it clicked, It was almost identical to the one me and Ron that Hermione took of us.

"I will be right back." I told her. I rushed upstairs and grabbed the picture from off of my night stand. I quickly rushed back down and handed her the picture.

She looked at the picture for a couple of seconds then spoke, "you know i've always expected you and ron to be together. In the back of my mind i still have hope that you will."

"He's with lavender now and he's happy." i said

"I know but i've always felt that way. When Ron first introduced you to me, I saw the way that you guys look at each other." she told me.

I looked at the picture of her and Arthur one more time. "I remember you telling me that you and Arthur were best friends before you guys got together. We were guys just friends in this picture?"

"Oh no honey, of course not. Friends don't look at friends that way."

Friends don't look at friends that way. It kept replaying in my head.

So why does ron look at me like that?

It couldn't be because... he likes me. No y/n get that out of your head he has a girlfriend and he's happy.

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"Why are you getting ready to go to breakfast?" Ron asked.

"Because William and Charlie are down stairs."

"Do you really like my brothers?"

"Well not really. They're hot but I fancy someone else." i answered honestly

"So.." he trailed off "who do you fancy then?"

"Cedric." I lied.

"I thought you said you didn't like him?" he raised his eyebrow.

"Welp I lied, I do. Lets go."

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I walked down stairs to see everybody sitting at the table except for Molly and arthur.

"Shopping." Ginny said before I could ask. I sat down next to Ron and started putting food on my plate.

"Hey y/n." charlie said

"Hey charlie." I smiled. I could see ron rolling his eyes. "Hey william." I looked at Bill.

"Hey" he smirked.

"Why do you have to call him william. Just call him bill." Ron asked.

"Because i like william." I shrugged.

"Oi y/n, Are you ever going to tell me what the 13th reason means." Fred asked.

"Nope."

"Can somebody tell me what it means please. I've been trying to figure out all night." Fred begged. Ginny was about to open her mouth to tell him but I stopped her.

"Don't tell him." I said.

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After Molly and Arthur got back we asked them if we could go to Diagon alley so Ron could get Lavender something and they said yes. I decided to change my outfit this morning and put on a new one. After I was done changing, I went into Rons room to tell him I was ready but when I went inside he was nowhere to be found. I sat on the bed waiting for him but I was a little inpatient so I started looking around his room.

I saw two picture frames sitting on his dresser. I walked over to the dresser to get a closer look and noticed they were all ones with him and Lavender. The first one was Ron and her eating strawberry ice cream and laughing, something we use to do a lot.

*4th year*

I took Ron to go get ice cream because he looked a little sad about something and I knew it would make him feel better.

"So are you going to tell me what's wrong?" I asked him.

"Don't laugh okay?"

"I won't."

"I was going to ask this girl to the yule ball but when i approached her, i tripped right in front of her."

I couldn't help but laugh.

"You said you wouldn't laugh!"

"Im sorry but you know it's funny." i laughed.

"Yea, it kinda is." he laughed with me

*end of flashback*

My eyes followed to the other picture, it was Ron and Lavender sitting by the lake. That was me and Ron's place that we always used to go to but now it seems to be Ron's and Lavender's place now.

It seemed like I was getting replaced.

"y/n! Good,you're in here i've been looking for you all over the house. I found a good present to get lavender. I'm going to get her a record player and I'm going to get a vinyl with our song on it." he ranted

Our song? I wonder what song it could be.

"What song are you going to get her?" i asked

"Yellow by coldplay, me and her love that song. So we made it our relationship song."

My heart dropped.

That wasn't him and Lavender's song, that was me and Ron's song. We used to jump on the bed and shout that song to the top of our lungs since 2nd year but suddenly it was him and Lavender's song.

"Ron that was our song.'' I said coldly, the smile on his face dropped.

"It used to be our song, but Lavender said only people in relationship have songs, not best friends and she wanted that to be our song so we just went with it."

"Just like you change the photos on your dresser." I argued.

"what do you mean." he furrowed his brows.

"The photos on your dresser ronald! You used to have the same photos on your dresser of me and you but instead it's you and lavender now. How do you not get Deja vu from this? You're doing the same thing that you did with me, with lavender." I picked up one of the photos and held it to his face. "This was our place Ronald, I found it first! We used to go there all the time but now you take Lavender there. It's not fair. It seems like i'm getting replaced by her." i could stop the words from coming out of my mouth, i was really mad.

Ron opened his mouth but no words came out so i asked another question "where are the photos of me and you? Where did you put them?"
He reached over the dressers and pulled both of them out, handing them to me. He pushed the photos of me and him in the back and put him and lavender at the front.

Wow I really am getting replaced.

"So when are you going to tell her that we did that too. You know one time i heard her talking about how special you are but you did the same things with me." i scoff

"I-its different y/n,you know that."

"How is it different Ronald? '' I tilted my head waiting for him to respond.

"Im dating her and we are just friends." he said

"Yea, you're right since we are just friends you can go pick out the gift for her." I walked out of the room and into the mines, I shut the door behind me. I didn't even notice the tears falling down my face.

I'm losing my best friend just because I can't control my jealousy.

(hey guys, I've been meaning to post this chapter for some time now but i just never got the chance to edit it but at 1am i had the motivation too so i did. I've been listening to Olivia's song deja vu on repeat so you already know I had to make a chapter about it.😏)