Maybe Someday

Closure

A/N: Remember when Alex and Maggie did something in bed before they split up? Yep, this is it. This is one part only. But...

"You know that I love you right?" Maggie asked, almost whispering while hugging Alex. The latter smiled a bit, "I know but.. I want kids.." she said.

Maggie's eyes starts became blur, tearing up. "I don't want to have kids.. I thought we talked about this?" Maggie asked, Alex took the bottle of whiskey and drink it off. After gulping she wiped the side of her lips and looked at Maggie. "I want kids, Maggie. I want to see your eyes or dimples on a child while looking at them. I want to have kids with you." Alex said and sat on the floor. Maggie wiped her tears but it can't stop from falling. "I k-know but.." Maggie trailed, a painful chuckles slipped on Alex' mouth. "You don't want to." she finished her sentences. Maggie looked down, letting the tears to fall.

"Why?" Alex asked and stood up. Maggie looked at Alex and smiled weakly, "I want also to see small Maggie and small Alex around.. But I am afraid, Alex. I am afraid that I will fail as a mother. I failed as a daughter and also as a wife on you. How sure you are that I will not going to fail as a mother?" Maggie painfully asked, Alex was stunned by her wife's words. It felt like someone stabbed her heart and it shattered in a million pieces.

"Where is the Maggie Sawyer that makes me brave in hard times? Where is the Maggie Sawyer who always say that everything will going to be alright and where is the Maggie Sawyer that always say that I am going to be a great mother and she will also? This is not you.." Alex said and cupped Maggie's cheeks carefully and wiped her tears. "I d-don't know.. I am afraid.." Maggie said and hugged Alex, the latter hugged back and rubbed Maggie's back. "I love you.." Alex trailed.. "But I want kids." she said and pull away to the hug.

Maggie smiled weakly while getting her bag. Alex tears slipped on her eyes and she immediately wiped it. "Always take good care." Maggie said. "Maggie.." Alex said and kissed her lips.

"I will going to miss you.." Alex said and smiled weakly. Maggie nodded her head, not knowing what to say. She looked around Alex's apartment before leaving. Every corner of the rooms are filled with their memories. She opened the door and sighed. She went out and closed it behind her. Maggie's tears began to fall while she is walking down the hall.

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Alex woke up catching her breath, she sat down and looked around. Her tears began to fall, while looking at Margie.. She smiled weakly, she wiped her tears away when Margie moves. She rubs her eyes using her fist while looking at Alex. "Are you okay, Mommy?" Margie asked, Alex smiled and put her daughter on her lap. She kissed her daughter's forehead before nodding. "I love you.." she said. Margie smiled showing her cute dimple on her left cheeks. 'She really looked like you, Maggie..' Alex said on the back of her head.

"Mommy... Who's my Daddy?" Margie asked while looking intently at Alex, the latter froze. "Baby.." she said. "My life is not normal, Mommy.. I had a Mommy and no Daddy? How?" Margie asked. Alex took a deep breath before saying, "You have another Mommy and no Daddy, baby.." Alex said, Margie's confusion became bigger. Alex smiled..

"Alex?" a voice from outside her apartment makes Alex startled. She wiped her tears. It's been three days since the love of her life left. On that three days, she only goes to the DEO, bar and apartment. She barely talked to anyone. She barely teased Kara and Lena and mocked Winn and Brainy. She smiled at Jonn and Nia, a fake one.. She can't smile genuinely anymore. It felt like when Maggie left.. The piece of her went missing also. She stood up and fixed herself before opening the door of her apartment. "Kara!" she smiled widely. Kara frowned, of course she knew that smile is a fake one. "Come in." Alex said and opened the door widely, Kara smiled and entered her apartment.