F the untold

explanation

the Plane door ejects closed as i walk in inside is trays and trays upon food if there's one thing boss likes to do is eat frijoles ,beans ,enchiladas ,macaroni , chicken breast so much shit that didn't even go together must be his death wish i thought. the smell of carmalized yams brought my stomach to a howl but like always i just sat there and ignored it 

(boss hear dahlias stomach)

so i spent all that money to get you right in the head and it still didn't work huh)

(egriso took me in when my  father had past away my father worked for egriso father had no friends or familly so naturally egriso was the only one who could take me in over time egriso had a lot of restaurants around my early ages if his older workers weren't teaching me how to clean up blood or discard bodys properly then i was at the restaurant's helping the old woman in the windows prepare food)

(Going into my teen years i had stopped going around the restaurants and when i did i couldn't bring myself to touch or eat the food every time i would go in to clean or help they would repeat the same thing "what can i get you for helping" "are you hungry"   "your definitely in need of food" it was so irritating and urked me i told them i would stop coming if they kept afforing food  felt awful because they were old and just wanted me to eat there food but overtime my problem just turned into a long time fear of gaining weight wich Mrs.bashuin a lady from the restaurant i assumed to pick up on and pressured egrigo to get me some help i wish egrigo wouldn't have listened and would of never took me to that man he really did more harm then good when it came to helping me)

(i didnt know what to say to that comment so i just sat there starring at my glass of water i hadnt touch)

no answer ok ok i see

well i brought u on this trip with me so you can do some work for a certain group of people i have been having numerous problems with 

wait so your having problems with a gang that lives all the way in Italy i say ii want to burst out laughing tho

yes the leader ive known since a child before i had came and integrated from italy ive grown to have problems with him and he is willing to settle for an exchange of worker his cleaners are slacking and since you are the best at what you do "because of me of course" i offered your hand in the help

(did he just call me the help?!?)

ok...so what did he have in mind 

oh we will see when we get there 

(i was handed Italian flashcards to practice by the flight attended while egrigo dozed off i was left alone and awake to practice for arrivle)