The next days here, me and Ben are official but I hate it! I want to leave but I'm scared.
What do I do? What would I say?
Ben walks towards me and starts making out with me. I don't kiss back, it's like he's eating my face.
I stop him.
Ben we need to talk.
Ben -"why would we talk? We're perfect"
I don't think so I kinda would like to be friends again.
He throws a book at me and then storms out to class.
What if he hurts me what will I do.
I go to the consular she tells me we will meet tomorrow..
