I went to Ben and told him we need to break up because we aren't having a healthy relationship.
He asked more for one more chance and he acted sweet and of course me bing stupid I said yes you can have a second chance.
Why did I say that. I get caught up in his eyes.
We kept this awful relationship going for 2 months. I wanted out but it was like I was trapped in a bubble.
He would tell me how much he loves me and how he wanted to be with me forever and my affection for him grew.
I was like a puppy on a chain that couldn't get off..