(discontinued | kept for writing growth purposes)
blossom we may , together we shall never.
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2 childhood best friends, raised in a small secluded town in Portland, Oregon.
One leaves at the young age of 13 without any explanation, never to be see...
Hi again, I've rewritten this author's note so many times but then again this book was and still is my first book so it is somewhat excusable. But this time I am going to make sure the writing is one I like before I let the public see this. Before I begin I would like to say thank you for choosing this book to read and for all the support!!
Next, If you don't like my book you don't have to but please don't hate on it or the people who do read it. You could always privately message me on how I could make it better from your point of view or you could give me advice that could help me with my writing, that's always welcomed here :)
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TRIGGER WARNINGS
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This book is heavily about mental health and the journey Kamari has with not only patching up an old relationship but as well as accepting her past and the trauma she's been through. Therefore, if you are not in the correct mindset right now I don't recommend this book. Now Kamari is very hard headed, I like her like that I truly connect to her on a deeper level when it comes to having to accept her past and how she shows her emotions. Therefore, if you could remain from hating on her I would really appreciate that. Aside from that I will not be adding warnings when the chapters are heavy. The triggers that will be talked about are abuse, suicide, depression, self harm, and death.
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GOAL
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I remember the summer I was making this book I wanted nothing more then to write a book about my real day to day struggles with myself and my own mental health. To this day that still is my goal when it comes to this book, along the way of writing this book I got tired and my mental health had won the battle. I no longer had words or the sense to help me express what was going on inside of my mind or more what was going on inside of Kamari's. But I've made it my goal to finish this book and make it one I am proud about writing.
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CHARACTER AESTHETICS
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KAMARI SINCLAIRE
This is me trying - Taylor swift 'And it's hard to be at a party when I feel like an open wound'
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NOIR AURELIO
Dumb - Nirvana
'I'm not like them, I can pretend'
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PLAYLIST
(songs I listened to while writing)
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- Where's My love (acoustic version SYML)
- Anchor (Novo Amor)
- Mind over matter (Young the Giant)
- Miserable Man (David Kushner)
- Rosyln (Bon Iver , St. Vincent)
- Sometimes (gigi)
- Everything Works out in the end (Kodaline)
- Fine line (Harry styles)
- First Love/ Late Spring (Mitski)
- I Know The End (Phoebe Bridgers)
- A soulmate Who wasn't meant to be (Jess Benko)
- Constellations (Tom Odell)
- Astronomy (Conan Gray)
- Beacon (RY X)
- Berlin (RY X)
- The Night we met ( Ft. Phoebe Bridgers Lord Huron)
- Home (Catie Turner)
- i love you (Billie Eilish)
- fall in love with you (Montell fish)
- cardigan (Taylor swift)
- exile (ft. Bon Iver Taylor swift)
- this is me trying (Taylor swift)
- The Gold ( Manchester Orchestra & Phoebe Bridgers)
— SOCIALS — All my socials are linked in my bio including the playlist to this book <3
