Your Fault (Book 4)

My Fault

Denis POV

I'm sitting in the living room trying to distract myself. My head is spinning and my mentality is out of whack. I can't grieve anymore because I can't control it, I can't control myself.

Many thoughts run through my mind as I stare at the television without knowing what's on it. A child is coming over now, I can't hurt my friends or that kid. I wish they would leave, they would be safe. I don't even want to be here! They are about me enough to stay but they need to leave.... they won't listen to me though. I can barely speak because my head is throbbing.

Then it happened, the static got loud and the room when dark. I try to close my eyes thinking I was going to escape it all. But when the static died down a bit, I opened my eyes. I was back.

Back in the void of my inner makings. The place that brings me to hell. The same place I thought I left about 5 years ago.

*clap*

An echoing sound of someone clapping rains around me.

*clap* *Clap*

I can't maneuver my way around this place anymore. It's too dark.

*CLAP* *CLAP*

It gets louder, he's close.

Out of the shadows appear a man with the same face as me. Grinning from eye to eye.

"Ḿẙ Ḿẙ ᕍ⁅Ṉḭຮ. ẙṎᙈ ᖇ⁅ᾀ℄℄ẙ ᖴᙈᏨḳ⁅ᕍ ᙈᑬ ṈṎᏔ." He spat

"Just leave me alone."

I turn my back to him.

"ṎᏲ Ᏸᙈt ᑬṎṎᖇ ᕍ⁅ᾀᖇ⁅ຮt ᏰᖇṎtᏲ⁅ᖇ Ṏᖴ ḾḭṈ⁅, ẙṎᙈ ᾀᖇ⁅ ᏲᙈᖇtḭṈg. ℄⁅t Ḿ⁅ Ᏺ⁅℄ᑬ" he places his hands on my shoulders.

I push him away and turn back towards him. "NO! I'll never let you 'help'. You almost got me, no US. Killed."

He fell silent for a moment then a smirk crept onto his face.

"ᏔᏲᾀt ᏔṎᙈ℄ᕍ Ᏸᖇᾀᕍ⁅Ṉ tᏲḭṈḳ?"

"Don't you dare."

"ẙṎᙈ ᑬᾀtᏲ⁅tḭᏨ, ᾀṈᕍ Ꮤ⁅ᾀḳ ṈṎᏔ."

"No! Stop!"

"ᖇ⁅℄ẙḭṈg ṎṈ ຮṎḾ⁅ṎṈ⁅ tṎ ḭṈgṎᖇ⁅ ᏔᏲᾀt ẙṎᙈ Ꮸᖇ⁅ᾀt⁅ᕍ."

"That's not true. Stop!!"

"ḭtຮ ᾀ℄℄ ẙṎᙈᖇ ᖴᾀᙈ℄t!"

"IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT!! NONE OF THIS WOULD'VE HAPPENED IF IT WASN'T FOR YOU!!"

He takes a step back, almost confused.

"I NEVER ASKED TO BE LIKE THIS!! THAT WAS YOU! AND YOU'RE THE ONE WHO MADE ME LIKE THIS!!"

I huff looking at him. I never wanted this, I never created this. He did everything, it's all his fault.

"Ꮤ⁅℄℄ ᏔᏲẙ ᕍṎṈt ḭ ᖴḭჯ Ḿẙ Ḿḭຮtᾀḳ⁅ tᏲ⁅Ṉ?"

"What?"

"ẙṎᙈ ຮᾀḭᕍ ḭtຮ Ḿẙ ᖴᙈᾀ℄t, ຮṎ ℄⁅t Ḿ⁅ ᖴḭჯ ḭt."

He steps closer to me.

"No, stay back."

"ᕍ⁅Ṉḭຮ, ẙṎᙈᖇ tḭᖇ⁅ᕍ tᾀḳ⁅ ᾀ ᖇ⁅ຮt. ℄⁅t Ḿ⁅ ᖴḭჯ ḭt ."

"I-"

"ຮᏲᏲᏲᏲ" he places a finger on my lips. "ḭ ᏨṎᙈ℄ᕍ gḭv⁅ ẙṎᙈ ⁅v⁅ᖇẙtᏲḭṈg ẙṎᙈ ᕍ⁅ຮḭᖇ⁅ ᾀṈᕍ ḾṎᖇ⁅."

He snaps his fingers and I see Corl. This time exactly how I remember him; fair skin, bright eyes, a breathtaking smile, and alive!

"Ꮷᙈຮt ℄⁅t Ḿ⁅ tᾀḳ⁅ ᏨṎṈtᖇṎ℄, ᾀṈᕍ ẙṎᙈ ᏨᾀṈ Ᏺᾀv⁅ ᏲḭḾ ᏰᾀᏨḳ."

I move Devil's hand away from my face. I walk closer to the small figure and try to place my hand on his cheek, but before I could touch him, he disappeared.

"tᾀḳ⁅ ᾀ ḾṎḾ⁅Ṉt tṎ tᏲḭṈḳ ᾀᏰṎᙈt ḭt."

I turn and nod my head unsure of anything at all.

"ẙṎᙈ ḳṈṎᏔ ᏔᏲ⁅ᖇ⁅ tṎ ᖴḭṈᕍ Ḿ⁅."

He smiles and then disappears. I found myself back into reality.

I want Corl, I don't want to be here. But my friends are here and I don't want them to get hurt. What if he doesn't hurt them? No..
But he did say he will give me anything I wanted which includes my friends safety. But will he really do that? God I don't know.

I groan and throw my head back covering my face with my arm.

"Why did I have to love?"

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Sorry it's short

But you know, sometimes you need something a little short and sweet!

Anyways ummm yeah

....... please don't hate me

Much love and byeeeeeee
-Gabbi