I forgot to love you

Chapter 12:

*A FEW WEEKS LATER*

DEANS P.O.V

After having spent a few weeks trying to get David to love Lewis I was knacked he really didn't want to love Lewis, "ugh do we really have to go" David sighed looking at me over the top of his phone "yes we do" I laughed "it's just some dumb baby thing" he stood up "no not some dumb baby thing it's my little dudes party" I hug David "I thought I was your little dude" he blushes "nah your big" I laugh "well maybe you could make it bigger" he kisses me "well If it gets any bigger it won't fit" I move closer "i'd make it fit" he laughs "oh would you now" I push him against the wall "damn dean keep it Pg" he grins "how about this for PG" I take my top off "nah I prefer Ed Sheeran" he laughs. "Guys really" Sean walks in looking worried and scared "you sure you don't wanna join" David laughs "fuck off" he blushes "David wtf" dean gets creeped out "I know you loves the idea really" he grabs my bulge Sean covers his eyes "come on Sean I'm sure you've always wanted to know what he's got down there" David grins "fuck that" he runs out the room dean bursts out laughing "now we're alone" I pull him into a hug "heeey BITCH" Charlotte smiles walking in "HOLY FUCK UMMM" she covers her eyes "we're leaving in 5 minutes" she walks out.

I lead David into a bathroom "David I want you" I pull his dick out "ugh I've missed this" I get excited and sit on the toilet and pull him onto my lap he screams and moans as I pump in and out of him after at least 5 minutes I cum really deep in his ass.

*Time skip*

DAVID'S P.O.V

After the party I find myself alone with Sean he's looking very comfortable in his gray joggers and deans old hoodie "hey so you and dean are gay" he smiles as I start washing the plates up "yeah 100% gay" I laugh he brushes my hand and I suddenly feel really awkward "umm how did you know you were gay" he looks really worried "hey soo Lewis just pissed all over me I'm gonna have a shower" dean kisses me gently "wait we're you 2..." Sean gets really uncomfortable "noo what I'm not gay no way" he snaps "calm down bro it was a joke" dean walks off. "Do you mind if I go after him" I smile "nah it's cool" Sean sighs as I run after dean "DADDDY" I scream and jump on him from behind "hey son" he laughs "can I join you in the shower" I smile...

SEAN'S P.O.V

Its been 10 weeks since Lewis was born, Its been crazy, I've never seen so much poop in my life, today me and Charlotte are throwing him a little party just so our friends and family can meet him,I sat on the sofa while charlotte finished putting the last touches to the decorations around the house, I couldn't get what happened with david out of my head are you falling for david!?! The voice in my head said shocked, "no of course not I love Charlotte and Lewis" I said out loud, "what was that babe?" Asked Charlotte looking confused, "oh nothing babe its fine" I replied with a fake smile.

About an hour later the guests started to knock on the door,we both greeted them, the only people we were waiting for was David and Dean, Once the small party started,we put Lewis in his bouncer in the middle of the living room whilst people talked and cooed around him, suddenly there was a knock on the door, I walked over to the door and opened it, standing there was Dean and David, "heeey" smiled David as he walked through the door.

Both Dean and David walked through the door and of course Dean went straight for Lewis and picked him up, "hows my little dude" he smiled looking at him and playing with him.

The party went by so quickly,eventually the party ended and everyone slowly left until it was just Dean,David,Charlotte,Lewis and myself, we all sat in the living room, the tension between charlotte and David was strong and I could tell David didn't particularly want to be here. From the corner of my eye I noticed Charlotte keep looking over at David, she looked like she wanted to talk to him.

CHARLOTTE'S P.O.V

I looked over at David, I wanted to speak to him so badly, I wanted to apologise to him for not telling him I was pregnant sooner, I turned to look at him again this time he actually noticed, embarrassed I quickly looked away, I took a deep breath, "David can we talk" I blurted out, closing my eyes expecting him to say no or to walk out, "okay" he said casually.

We both got up and walked out the room leaving Sean and Dean to look after Lewis, we both went into the kitchen and thats when I suddenly broke, "I'm sorry I didnt tell you that I was pregnant, I didnt want to lose you, you are literally like my brother and I love you, you are crazy,weird,loud,funny and occasionally annoying as fuck but you have always been there for me" I cried,he looked at me and laughed "for fuck sake bitch are you seriously crying" he said while laughing, "oh shut up" I laughed punching his arm, we kept talking and having a good time for the first time in almost a year.

SEAN'S P.O.V

I sat in the living room talking to Dean watching tv when suddenly Lewis started crying, I got up and picked him up and tried to settle him but obviously failing,I rocked him, I talked to him, I fed him, but nothing worked, "ugh please stop crying" I sighed, "here mate let me have him" Dean smiled and took lewis from my arms, not long after Dean took him, lewis was asleep, Dean looked over at me "whats wrong with you recently you seem alot more tense are you okay?" he asked still holding Lewis, I sigh do I really want to tell him I thought.

I looked at him "no mate Im not okay kinda, ugh things have been hard, dont get me wrong hes a good baby and stuff, hes chill but to tell you the truth Im struggling, Im struggling with the idea of raising someone elses kid, I just have this stupid fear that he will grow up and find out im not his dad and hate me or Josh will come back and take him away from me",Thats understandable bro" he reassures me, "I also feel like a shit dad, its like I cant do anything right" I sigh looking at the sleeping baby in his arms, "what if me and David take him for a few days" he blurts.

Just as Dean said that Charlotte and David walked in "what did you just say" David asked shocked, Dean smiled and repeated himself once more, "hell no, you keep me awake as it is I dont need a baby crying every like 5 minutes" David moaned. Meanwhile charlotte had already started packing his stuff, David looked a little angry but he was trying not to show it, "thank you Dean for offering" charlotte said as she walked through the door with bags of stuff, "fuck me bitch hes not moving in with us" david laughed, "I know but babies need alot of stuff" she replied.

About an hour later Dean,David and Lewis all went home, I kissed Lewis' head and so did charlotte then they left, "well this is going to be a weird night" Charlotte laughed, "yeah its going to be quiet" I replied hugging her

DAVIDS P.O.V

We got home and as soon as we stepped inside Lewis started crying "David can you" but before dean could finish I said "nope this was your idea twat" I smile and walk into the kitchen "please David" dean sighs "I'm not holding it" I light a cigarette "your a right moody git" dean smiles and Lewis laughs "who's a moody git uncle David is" dean laughs "I'm not moody" I snap Lewis starts crying again "now look what you've done" dean gets annoyed "I didn't do fuck all" I get very angry "stop smoking inside around Lewis" dean puts Lewis is his chair, "right I'm gonna go have a shower no killing him" dean laughs "I won't" I sigh "I wasn't talking to you" dean smiles and leaves me and Lewis alone

"So.. your Lewis" I give him a confused look and he looks back at me "I don't understand why your so special your just a thing that's come out of a vagina" I point at him and he grabs my finger "sooo your trying to be cute well it isn't gonna work on me" I get annoyed.