I forgot to love you

chapter 13

DAVID'S P.O.V

Lewis giggles "so you think I'm funny" I get slightly annoyed and he starts crying "ugh here we go again always with the crying" I ignore him and he stops crying "wait you understand me" I smile he giggles "your creepy as fuck" I take a step back and he starts crying "stop it" I point at him but he get louder "I said no" I get really annoyed "I'm not picking you up" I sigh and he cries more "fine I'll pick you up but no peeing on me you little shit" I pick him up and he stops crying suddenly dean walks in "aweee look at uncle David" he laughs "wait what noo" I hand Dean the baby "did uncle David give into you" dean smiles at Lewis "did I fuck" I get annoyed "yes he did didn't he" Lewis starts crying "I think he wants his uncle" dean laughs.

"I'm not holding that thing" I push passed Dean "awww is David getting pissy" Dean smiles at Lewis "ugh" I said out loud.

20 minutes later Lewis started crying,"ugh make that thing stop" I groaned, Dean picked him up and tried to soothe him but nothing worked, "maybe its hungry" I suggested, "Maybe he needs a bottle Im sure Charlotte packed formula in his bag" he replied putting Lewis down in his little bouncer thing then walking to the kitchen to look for the formula.

A few minutes later Dean came back out, "bad news" he sighed, "what now" I sighed in return, "we have no baby milk im gonna have to go to tesco and go get some" he added before putting his shoes on and grabbing the keys, "great so Im left with the screaming thingy" I moaned, "yep so try not to kill him okay" he smiled and kissed me before walking out. I turned the Tv up louder hoping to drown out the sound of him screaming but it didnt work, "uggghh fine ill pick you up damn it" I said and walked over to Lewis and picked him up, he kept crying for about 5 minutes until eventually he stopped, he looked at me and giggled, "Maybe your not as bad as I thought" I said after a hour Dean walks in "sorry traffic was shit" he smiles and takes Lewis into the kitchen.

Then next morning

DEANS P.O.V:

I woke up and thought me David and Lewis could go to the park so we all got ready much to David's annoyance and headed out "ugh it's so early" David huffed at me "look it's only for a few days and he'll be back with his mum" I smile as we cross the road I drop my wallet and suddenly I feel David push me and Lewis then I see a car going way to fast hit David and his body goes over the roof landing on the road I run over still holding Lewis in my arms "DAVID" I yell he opens one eye "promise you won't leave me" he crys "I promise" I look around for anyone but nobody's there so I start yelling "help please anyone" a women runs over and calls 999
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I try to keep David awake while trying to stop Lewis crying as we wait for the ambulance "I'm sorry" he mumbles I hold his cold hand as blood drips from his head "don't you dare leave me" I hand Lewis to the women and start trying my hardest to keep him awake I kiss him softy on the lips "David I love you please" I start crying as he becomes still.

Finally the ambulance turns up and they load him into the back on the way to the hospital I call Charlotte to meet us there "is he going to be okay" I reach for David's hand "it doesn't look good his body has gone into shock mode" I hold Lewis tight he smiles and hugs me we reach the hospital and they push me out the way I see Charlotte running towards me "what happened" she gets taking Lewis " he w...w..was hit" she hugs me "he'll be okay" she lies hiding her tears "he saved us" I suddenly remember "he pushed us out the way he killed himself for us" I cry harder "he's not dead yet" Dean gets annoyed "if I could actually go and see him I wouldn't be saying things like this" I snap "Dean it's okay" Charlotte hugs me "it's your fault if you hadn't of had this baby I'd still be hugging him right now" I snap at her

*Time skip*

2 weeks later

DEANS POV

It's been a hard few weeks since David got out of hospital but he's home now "hey baby" I smile as I hear him mumble in his sleep he opens one eye "I'm cold" he snuggles into me "are you" I smile looking at him hiding under the duvet "happy birthday" he yawns "thank you" I blush he rolls over and lights a cigarette, I move my hand down his leg when a crying starts coming from the next room "I'll go" I moaned and walk next door to find Lewis crying "you don't like being alone do you" I smile and pick him up,

His soft cheeks turn red "you know I never liked being alone but then I met David" he smiles at me "can you understand me" I carry him over to a chair and sit down he grabs my finger "awee uncle DEANS got you" next minute the door flys open "WHERE THE HELL IS MY FUCKING HOODIE" David yells making Lewis cry "what the heck" I get annoyed "oh shit sorry" he mumbles looking at Lewis "you two are cute' he walks over after a few minutes Lewis goes back sleep and we walk into the bathroom,

DAVIDS P.O.V

"That baby is kinda okay" I smile "is uncle David finally coming around to the idea of kids" Dean laughs "going wish you wouldn't call me that" I sigh getting annoyed "awee uncle David" he laughs "fuck off" I walk into the kitchen and go to light cigarette "oh no you don't" dean takes the lighter off me "what now" I get even more annoyed "no smoking in the house when Lewis is here" he smiles "ughhhhh" I slid into a chair and rang Charlotte she answers straight away but before she could talk I butt in "when are you taking him back he's destroying my sex life" I moan "just a few more weeks you'll be fine" she laughs "plus your sex life is basically every minute of the day bitch so you can go with out" she giggles "Charlotte" dean takes the phone off me "hey dean" she smiles "so Lewis is fine and David is annoying stop checking up on us" and he hangs up "You know I rung her" I get annoyed "WE SHOULD HAVE A PLAY DATE" dean screams "Fuck no. We don't need shit bags running around the house full of sweets and being hyper" I grumble "your no fun" dean sighs

DEAN'S P.O.V

Even though I thought it was a good idea to look after Lewis I'm starting to feel bad for david he's getting so stressed out about every little thing lately, I really want him to learn to love Lewis but I guess it will Never happen, I sigh and look at him playing with his toys in his bouncer. That's when I had an idea,"Squirrel can I have a coffee" I heard David shout from the other room, I went into the kitchen and  poured all of the milk down the sink, "Aww no babe we ran out of milk I'm gonna have to go shop and get some" I lied holding the empty bottle, "well you ain't fucking leaving me here alone with that fucking  thing again now that's it's starting to crawl and shit" David moaned making me chuckled, "You'll be fine, I won't be too long" I said pecking his lips and walking out the door.

DAVID'S P.O.V:

Dean once again left me with the child,I looked at him playing with his dinosaurs, well at least he will leave me alone I think to myself, I sat my ass down on the sofa scrolling through Twitter when I felt something touch my leg, I look down at the dinosaur that Lewis had put on my knee, "umm what the fuck are you doing" I said, "dino" he said giggling, "well fuck your dino" I reply going back to my phone, "Fuck!!" He shouts gleefully.

I threw my phone down on the sofa cushion, "Oh crap" I said out loud freaking out, Charlotte would kill him if he keeps saying that, "come on David think" I said hitting the side of my head trying to think of words to teach him instead, "Lewis say Dino" I say to him hoping he would say it, "fuck" he says again clapping and looking right at me, "no Lewis Dino" I say again getting frustrated, "FUUUCK!" he shouts gleefully clapping more and giggling more.

Just then the door opened and Dean,Sean and Charlotte walked it, "What did you say buddy" Charlotte asked shocked, "fuck" he said giggling crawling towards her, Well shit now I've fucking done it I thought to myself, "who taught you that word" she gasped, he turned his head towards me and smiled big "Uncle Dave" he said proudly crawling over to me again and holding his arms up for me to pick him up, which I reluctantly did, "I seriously leave you alone for 5 minutes and you have already taught him how to say the F word, well done David!!" Dean says to me angrily, I couldn't help but laugh which made everyone angrier.