Loving A Thug Hurts

Hurt

Augustina POV

"Augustina." Jayden said to me has I walked into the house.

I ran up stairs and started packing my stuff.

"What you doing." Jayden said has he came in the room.

"The fuck it look like I'm doing." I yelled at him.

"Augustina stop." He demanded me.

"Jayden fuck you!" I screamed.

"Please." He said grabbing my arm.

"Let me go." I said though clench teeth.

"No." He said tighting the grip around my arm.

"Jayden let me go." I said getting ready to punch him in the eye.

"Augustina hear me out." He said looking into my eyes.

"What is there to hear out?" I asked.

"Look I didn't mean to hurt you." Jayden said.

"Yeah I heard that one before." I said and pulled my arm out of his grip and continue packing.

"I love you." He said taking clothes from my hand.

"If you love me you wouldn't did this to me." I said about to cry.

"Augustina please don't leave."

"All I asked for was loyalty. You couldn't even produce that. I loved you but I felt like I made a mistake and you know what I did I just wanted to love and be loved thanks for wasting my time." I said to him has I looked into his eyes.

"What you trying to say?" Jayden asked I heard the hurt in his voice.

"What I'm trying to say is I can't keep hearing the same lies, I love you, I won't hurt you, you're my everything, but you end up being a total liar. So don't come running back to me. You just a heart breaker and I won't let you break mine anymore." I said and I grabbed all my stuff and walked down stairs.

"Augustina I didn't want this to happen." Jayden said stopping me from walking out the door.

"Jayden time is not on our side."

"What that suppose to mean."

"It means we weren't meant to be." I said and walked up to him.

"I love you." Jayden said but I didn't answer.

"Say it back I know you know I love you." He said grabbing my hands.

"I know you do." I said giving a little smile.

"So say you love me."

"I would but I would be telling a lie."

"What?" Jayden said and his eyes were fill with so much guilt.

"I don't love you anymore." I said grabbing his face.what I just said was a complete lie I still love him ad always will but it was for the best that I don't show feelings for him I know he loves me but you don't show your love like this I been hurt to many times by him and I had enough.

"Augustina." He said.

"Look jayden maybe you can change for that girl Aliyah." I said and took my ring off and put it in the center of his palm then closed his hand. I grabbed all my stuff and walked outside.

"Augustina don't walk out that door." Jayden yelled to me.

"Bye." I said waving and closed the door.

"You got everything." Dewayne said as he grabbed my things from my hand and put them in the trunk of his car.

"Dewayne you serious." Jayden said when he opened the front door.

"Maybe if you treated your girl the way she suppose to be treated maybe this wouldn't be happening." Dewayne said with a smirk.

"I should fucking kill you." Jayden yelled.

"If you want to you would have already done it." Dewayne said and got in the car

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Jayden Pov

I went back inside and closed the door. I can't believe this just happen. Why I always got to fuck up. Now the love of my life is gone off with my brother. If only I can go by my promises and I know for sure Augustina doesn't want anything to do with me. All I wanted was to make her my future but I just fucked up.I notice I still had the ring in my hand.

"Fuck." I said and threw the ring at the wall.

I started rampaging through the whole house and knocking everything do I was very upset.

"Fuck, fuck, fuck!" I yelled repeatedly has I punched the wall. I started breathing hard and couldn't control my breathing until I realize that I stopped breathing. I walked to he kitchen and got a bottle of Hennessey out the refrigerator then I went to the bathroom and grabbed all the drugs out the cabinet.

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