"Liam I need you to come pick me up!"
"Okay calm...down I'm on my way" Liam managed to squeeze in before Louis hung up.
Fuck. Louis was sat naked, in Eleanors house, in her room, in her bed. He doesn't remember much from last night, nothing at all really. Now he finds himself surrounded by flowers and candles, which he would usually find quite romantic if some one took the time to plan this for him, but this was just a drunken mistake, right? But Eleanor didn't drink last night and there's candles and clean sheets almost like she planned it... no, she's not like that yeah she's a bitch but she wouldn't do this. I don't think.
Jumping at the sound of Liams car, Louis put on last nights clothes - still infested with the sickly smell of alcohol and Eleanors nasty perfume - he stumbled down the stair and made his way towards the door.
"Louuuuuu" a winy voice made its way into the hallway. Ugh Eleanor. looking particularly happy and not at all hung over.
No shits given, Louis simply slammed the door in her face before hopping into the side of Liams car.
Louis didn't say a word he just lifted his feet onto his seat and curled up attempting to escape the glare Liam sent his way. Maybe it was because Liam guessed what happened last night or maybe he just didn't want to get his seats dirty - he loved cars not as much as Harry though.
Harry!
"Oh no, shit what have I done." Louis began to rock back a forth with his mind full of all things he's done wrong in his life and how none compare to this.
"Louis it's okay, Harry will understand" Liam was always the best to go to for advice but the pounding noise in Louis head is too loud.
"No I can't tell him, Li I can't!" Anger rises with him as he struggled to figure out what to do because he knows what it will do to Harry. Harry who is sensitive and adorable, who shouts for Louis just to show him that it looks like his curls are dancing when he nods up and down. How could Louis do this to someone like harry?
"Louis, is Harry... erm is Harry.. you know cutting again?" Liam asked, quietly not wanting to be to loud about the sensitive topic.
Giving no verbal reply, just a little nod of his head, Louis pushed his face deeper into his knees attempting to muffle the tears.
"Louis I love you mate, but why did you leave him alone?"
"Because of Simon, I didn't want to leave and I didn't mean to do it, I love him so much, I want to fucking marry him one day and adopt children. I want it all!" the mix of words and hiccups from crying to much started to clear as Liam told him what to do in a harsh but loving way.
"Go find Harry and tell him that then, there's no point in sitting and crying to me. Apologies to him don't apologise to me!" they both sat in silence. "Actually do apologise to me you got my seats all dirty." Louis grin widened a bit as he purposefully rubbed his shoes on the seat. "I swear to god there better not be any shit on your shoes, now go find Harry."
Louis shuffled out of the seat, letting his feet dangle (he's a bit to small) "thank you."
As Louis walked towards the front door Liam knew he needed a bit more encouragement, don't get him wrong he was still mad but there still best friends. "Tommo! Don't worry it'll be fine."
They both smiled with tears still in their eyes "He will be up their waiting for you."
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Louis skipped up the stairs, knowing that Harry will probably still be asleep. He loved sleepy Harry: his curls all messed about, his deep voice, pink lips and glossy eyes. Maybe you should tell him later. Louis thinks because how can he hurt Harry especially when he loves morning Harry so much. But That's the problem he loves Harry all the time so he needs to do it now.
Slowly peeking through the door, he realise Harry isn't there. Bathroom? He must be getting ready for the day. He pushed open the white wooden door and was met with the strong smell of bleach. Harry probably just cleaned it, to take his mind of me and Eleanor. Little speckles of blood stained the innocent tiles, circling a crumpled note with the words I need you Lou, scrawled across. Louis didn't see the blood. Louis threw the note in the bin, unaware of what it was because the thing is Harry always leaves lyrics randomly around the house and he hates when Louis reads them, of course he always does it anyway but he really doesn't want Harry to be angrier than he already is.
He runs downstairs towards the kitchen and even from the corner he can hear someones heavy breath whilst stirring a cup of tea. "Harry, Harry I love you so so so much!" He's getting closer "please don't be angry, I love you and only y-"
"Simon?"
"Louis, we need to talk."
His faces pisses Louis off, everything about him he hates. He remembers the boys loving him at first, obviously terrified but none the less in awe. Now every one of them despised him for things he's done to not only Harry and Louis but to all the boys. He deserves to rot in hell!
"No not today Simon, I need to find Harry"
Was that a small smirk that appeared on his face? God Louis would do anything to wipe that look of his face right now.
"He's not here, Louis." The smirk widened.
"What?" The angry look on Louis faces twisted to a scare, confused frown.
"God I knew you were useless, but you appear to be fucking stupid as well." He laughed. "Harry isn't here Louis, he's gone."
A weak whisper escaped Louis thin lips "for how long?"
"You still don't get it do you Louis. Look I'm sorry and I hate to be the one to break it to you" no he doesn't. "Harry's gone forever." Simon left straight after mumbling something about being late to a meeting.
Tears fell to the floor but this time there was no flowers to water like Harry use to do there was just ugly splotches that Louis could see his reflection in.
Harry was wrong.
Pain doesn't make things more beautiful. It's impossible because Harry took all the beauty with him, leaving Louis in a cruel colourless world.
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I'm terrible at writing lol and I really don't have an A in English anymore I got like 17/30 on my last assessment oh well (edit still go an a in my GCSEs woop woop)
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28 chances // Larry stylinson
Fanfiction!!! TW!!! One direction have just been put together, they gain fame, money, success but worst of all hate and for Harry it's too much but it's okay because Louis Said he will all way be there - just a call away. Louis was never very good at answerin...
