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REGULUS - 용훈

You're at the rooftop of condo. It's middle of the night so you can only hear the blow of the wind and the cars passing by the road. You stood up and leaned on the railings.

Tears started to fall down to your cheeks as you attempted to jump when you suddenly heard some foot steps.

"What are you doing?" You heard a man's voice and quickly wiped your tears.

"No... nothing. Just nothing." You faced him as he came closer to you revealing his gloomy eyes. It's your husband Yonghoon.

You're both looking at each other's eyes reading your mind and thinking how to comfort each other.

You quickly hugged him tightly as you burst into tears. "I don't want to lose you." You said crying. "I can't imagine how am I gonna live without you. I don't know what to do!"

He faced you and kissed your forehead. "Shhhh, stop now love. I won't leave you. I told you that already. Right?" He said wiping your tears.

FLASHBACK;

Yonghoon is lying in the hospital bed and you're sitting on the chair right beside the bed. As soon as Yonghoon woke up, you quickly called out the doctor.

"I have a bad news." Both of you were silent concentrating on every words that what might the doctor say. "Yonghoon has a brain cancer. Terminal stage. And sad to say, he only have few months left in his life."

You started to tremble and your lips was shaking. "Wha... What do you mean? Can't you perform surgery? Ahh... Can..." You can't even continue your sentence because you're already crying.

"I'm sorry Mrs. Jin, but surgeries will be pointless. We can only give him medicines and painkillers. If you'll excuse me. I still have patients waiting." The doctor said and left the room.

You're still crying and faced Yonghoon. "He's lying right?" You look at him in the eyes.

"Think he isn't."

"No no no. I don't want to lose you."

"Baby stop crying." He said and also started to cry.

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You hugged him tightly.

"Hey baby, shhhh stop it already. You're head's gonna ache." He said patting your back.

You both sat on the ground and leaned on the railings. You rested your head on his shoulders.

"You see those stars up there?" He asked pointing the sky.

"Uhuh." You responded.

"When you miss me. Just look up in the sky. I'm just right there watching you."

"What if it's rainy?"

"Eyyy!" He started laughing. "Well then if it's raining. It means I'm missing you so bad." He kissed your hand and smiled.

You let out a sigh. "Promise me you'll be watching me out okay?"

"Of course I will. And please don't be sad and cry too much. It will be unhealthy for our baby." He said rubbing his hand on your baby bump

You look at him and smiled. "Yes sir."

He look at your stomach. "Yah you little kid! You should take care of your mother okay? Never stress her out!" He looked at you and smiled. "And take care of her because I love her so much."

He kissed your lips softly. "I love you Y/N."

"I love you more Yonghoon."

6 YEARS LATER

It's husband's death anniversary and you decided to visit his grave.

"Yonghoon-ah ppalli." You said as you were walking towards to your husband's grave.

"Eomma I'm tired."

"Aigoo. We're already here!" You said and sat on the ground.

The kid put some flowers on the grave and stood up properly.

"Yonghoon appa annyeong! It's your son Yonghoon! It's been 6 years appa. I miss you already." Your son sat on the ground with you.

You both look up the night sky and smiled. "Yonghoon-ah we're here. I hope your watching us."

Your son waved to the sky. "We're here appa! You're watching us right?" Your son look at you and pouted. "Eomma there are too many stars in the sky. We don't know where he is."

You chuckled while fixing his hair. "Maybe he's the one who blinks and brights the most when you speak."

He look back to the sky. "Appa where are you?" Your son asked and you both saw a bright and blinking star which caught your attention. "There he is eomma! That's appa over there blinking!" Your son pointed.

"He said he missed you too."

You let out a sight and tears fell down to your cheek. "Yonghoon-ah Bogo shipda."

You noticed someone was wiping your tears and it was your son. "Eomma, uljima. Appa will be sad." He said and hugged you.

"Yonghoon-ah saranghae."

"Nado saranghae eomma."

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