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TRAUMA - 키아

Sitting in a couch, looking at the blank sky with a book in his hand. CyA was thinking about how he missed you so much, yet he didn't wanna know or either scared to know if where are you right now. He stood up and put the book on the table.

He turned himself on the bed, and he remembers. How he woke up without you in his arms. How you were gone in just a one snap.

He drove himself to your favorite coffee shop and sat on the chair you used to sit when you're out for a date. He took a zip on the coffee and checked his phone.

"04:50 PM." He suddenly heard a familiar voice which caught his attention. He look right in front of him and there, he saw you.

Pale and thin. He almost didn't recognized you because of your different look.

"Y/N..." He frozed calling your name.

"04:50 PM, exactly the time when I left you sleeping two years ago."

FLASHBACK;

To my dearest Lee Giwook,
I'm sorry I have to leave you in this sudden situation. I couldn't tell you why but please, don't try to find it out. And you don't have to find me though. You can just forget anything about me and move on. I love you and I always will. Until my last breath.

Y/N

CyA sat in despair. He knows that you'll heading abroad before you did but never knew what is the reason.

"Y/N, why?"

• • •

"And why did you came back?" He asked calmly holding his cup of coffee.

"To know how have you been."

"Really?" He chuckled sarcastically. "After two years? You left me with a one single note Y/N and you didn't even bother to tell me what is the reason." Tears started to fall from your cheeks.

You felt like there was a fist punching your chest. You just look at him who's still talking. "I couldn't reach you. I don't know whom to contact. I wanted to find you but I couldn't. I lost hope. I've been traumatized-"

"Giwook-ah..." You spoke which made him to stop from talking. He look at you with his eyes full of sadness and concern. "I couldn't tell you..." He held your head down. "But I am dying."

He was shocked hearing those words from you. 'I am dying.' Those words attack him. He can't react nor say anything.

"I wanted to tell you but I know you'll worry too much. You told me you wanted to come with me in LA, and I don't want you to leave your band."

"But I love you."

"I know." He reached your hand and squeezed it slowy. You took a deep breath. "And I love you too."

Tears run into his cheeks and he smiled bitterly.

~ ~ ~

You layed on your bed with Giwook who's reading your favorite book with you.

You rested your head on his shoulders and took a deep breath.

"Giwook-ah."

"Wae?"

"When I'm gone-"

"Don't put me into trauma again my love."

You kissed his cheek and smiled. "I can't say that I can stay up for long." You hugged him tightly. "But I can be with you until my last breath."

"I love you."

"I love you..." And with that, you slowly closed your eyes to sleep.

A sleep that would never wake you up. A sleep which leads you into an ocean deep.

🌸🌊