Wrecking Me || Gojo X Reader

cold old best friends

After that convenience store incident I started to spend more time with Nanami. He is indeed a pure gentleman and the sweetest guy I have ever met. I sometimes wonder what's going on inside his mind. He always stays this calm and quiet. Before I left when we all were good friends I saw him teasing Gojo all the time but it seems like they have been distant since some time. I wonder what's going on cause no one is telling me anything.

NANAMI POV:

Since y/n came back I felt like I got my breath back. I know this sounds cringy but it is true.

To be completely honest she was my first friend, when everyone ignored me and never approached me she was the one who used to be by my side. She was the only one who never pushed me away. She never stopped hanging out with me.And even I don't remember since when I developed feelings for her. I thought of confessing her many times but I just couldn't gather the courage until it became too late since Gojo and she started dating. I always maintained my distance when she came to me and told me how much she likes Gojo.

I don't hate him but I kind of envy him. I know they both are perfect for each other but still a part of me hurts when I see them together. When y/n vanished to states I was so pissed off at Gojo and fought with him like a madman and he understood my feelings and left me alone. Since then we are no more in good terms and now I don't even know how to sort it out. We have been avoiding each other since then. He tries to be normal sometimes but I feel so guilty that I can't face him.

When y/n returned I thought she might have moved on from him and I can convey my feelings but no she still have those longing feelings for him. Knowing this makes my heart cry. I know I am not that of a good friend or else I won't be spending time with her so much. I am selfish now I know but again I know she is again going away from me so what's so wrong in holding her all to me for a while?

Y/N POV:

Today again I went to the field with Nani to watch Yuji train. I like watching these kids. They remind me of our old days and those happy moments. I was in my nostalgic dreamland when I saw Gojo appearing. I suddenly straightened myself, pulled out my phone and started scrolling. I still am not over what he said.

Nani saw me getting all awkward and then he said," Want to leave?"

I don't know how he understands me so well. I replied," Yeah let's go somewhere else."

We were getting up and collecting our things when Gojo approached Nani and said,"Well Nani I want you for a moment." He gave me a small smile and I immediately darted my eyes away from him.

"y/n wait a moment will you?", Nani said and left.

I was sitting in that bench but I was staring at them continuously. Previously when they had anything to talk they did it before me. Now it seems like things actually changed. I really want to know what happened between these two that they grew so distant of each other. It aches my heart when I see them being so cold toward each other.

I called out the only normal guy present there." Fushiguro can you do me a small favor?"

He was looking at me with utter confusion," I guess I can", he replied.

"Umm I want you to find out what happened between those two", I pointed towards Nani and Gojo.

"Huh! Those two why?" he eyed me curiously.

"Well I never thought that the two best friends would turn this cold", I said almost breaking down.

"Sorry miss y/n but I couldn't understand, these two are always like this from the first day I met them", he said.

I sighed and then replied," but they were never like this. You know they were exactly like yuji and you", I smiled remembering those days and then continued, "Nani was calm and composed like you and Gojo was cheerful and lively like Yuji but my heart aches seeing them like this so can you help me to know what happened that changed them like this". I was hoping that Fushiguro will help me because I can think of no one to ask for help.

"Yeah I will definitely help you", he said after thinking for a minute or two and then we saw Nani and Gojo approaching us.

"Bye miss y/n have a great day", Fushiguro said and left. I just smiled and waved at me.

"Let's go", Nani said and started walking.

I picked up my things and was about to leave when Gojo called my name I turned to face him. I still get goose bumps when he calls me.

"Take care y/n", he said making eye contact.

"You too", I replied and then started walking away.

Again.

A/N:

I hope you will enjoy this chapter I was so confused how to write that Nanami's part so  I wrote it down from his pov. I might write some chapters using Gojo's pov. Btw thank you for reading~~~~~~