Wrecking Me || Gojo X Reader

finally i am home

GOJO POV

I have been trying to stay normal but I can't. I am still angry at Y/N that she left like that and I am more angry that she sacrificed for me. I really want to rush to her and hug her and tell her how much I missed her but I can't. She seems so distant from me now. Being so close to each other but we still feel apart. I don't even know now how to talk to her.

Yesterday I went to talk with Nani and Y/N was with him. She is hanging out with him a lot these days. I literally feel like I want to go and snatch her away but I know I can't. Nani always had feelings for her and I know I have gained so many enemies these past few years that whoever will be close to me will be in danger so Nani will be the best option for her now. But again I can't watch those two.

I finally decided to tell Y/N about everything I can see in her eyes those same feelings. I don't care what will happen. I will protect her at all costs after all she lost all her cursed energies because of me. It's now my duty to protect her and to be honest I can't stay away from her anymore being these close. I asked her to meet me near the river.

I went a little early. I didn't want her to wait there for me all alone. At first I thought she would reject my proposal to have a talk but I was pretty surprised to see that she accepted. I was looking at the starlit sky when I heard footsteps and my heartbeat started racing. When I looked I saw her looking as beautiful as ever under the moonlight. I smiled.

Y/N POV

I am still confused as to why Gojo called me. He texted me that he needs to talk but about what. My heart is going to blast today. I was panicking the whole route until I saw him. He was looking ethereal. I went up to him. He looked at me and smiled and my heart melted like it was butter.

" umm hi ", I said looking at the ground.

" Hi Y/N. how are you ?", he said looking at me.

" I am good thanks btw what you wanted to talk about", i asked.

" Well I want to talk a lot of things but before that i want to do one thing can I ", he said now turning completely towards me.

" Yeah okay as you wish", I replied still confused.

I was shocked by what he did. It nearly made me breathless. He hugged me. I couldn't process this much when I felt his warm breath near my neck.

" I missed you like crazy Y/N. I was badly waiting for you. Please never leave again", he whispered.

WHAT! He missed me. He was waiting for me. I don't know what i wanted if i would be rational but i let the moment get the best of me. I hugged him back and before I could say anything tears started flowing. I couldn't stop crying. I was shaking in his arms. And then he pulled back , he cupped my face and brought his face closer. He wiped my tears and said," hey don't cry , you know i hate seeing you cry''. He then smiled gently holding me.

" i miss you too i wanted to rush back to you the moment i saw you but i felt so guilty i couldn't face you ", i took a breathe and continued ," i am sorry for leaving you and being such a selfish brat but it is really super hard to stay away from you. I felt like dying".

"It's okay I know you don't need to explain anything. Just relax. I am glad you are back and that's all that matters. So don't worry. Just be with me okay and I promise i will deal with everything". He said and smiled.

I looked at him , how can I be this selfish I thought. What good deeds have I done to have such a perfect man like him with me. And suddenly I felt his lips on mine. It felt like finally I was home.

We talked there for a little bit more and he said how he knew everything about why I left. We stayed there stargazing and holding hands and then after a while we decided to leave. He didn't leave my hand even for a single moment.

When we reached my dorm Gojo cleared his throat and said, " Umm Y/N i was thinking that .....".

" What were you thinking?'' I asked him, raising my eyebrows.

He raised his hand and ruffled the back of his head , he usually does this when he is nervous. He finally spoke," I was thinking can i spend the night with you", he smiled again.

That damn smile.

I blushed by his abrupt confession and even a small part of me wanted him to stay. I walked a few steps ahead and said ," yeah okay come on". I rushed to my room. I can feel he jumped behind me.

Finally i am home.

A/N :

I am really sorry for taking such a long break. I was a bit messed up so I took the hiatus. I thought of continuing this one a bit longer but I guess I can't so I am ending it. I am really sorry for this abrupt ending. I promise I am going to write a new story and I will be consistent with that one. Thank you so much for supporting me and loving my work. I look forward to your support. I will update the new one every week. I hope you enjoyed this one. Since it is my first story please send me your feedback it will mean a lot. I know I have so many things to improve. I have my social media handles in the bio section feel free to interact.

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