By the title you can understand, this is a storie about a girl whose in a difficult position about choosing the right boy . The storie has ups and downs , shows the reality , and how sometimes the things you want come but with not the direction you...
I feel horrible, I like him, he makes me a different person, I have done things that I could never do. But I still like Felix, he is amazing and understanding, I don't want to break his heart. So I will try to put an end to all of these.
Our families come close and today we will go for breakfast. But before breakfast, I will go to the hair salon. For now, I put on a yellow dress and pearls. When I get to the hair salon they show me some pictures to get inspiration. My hair looked like Ariana's grande, on her latest song, positions.
I love them!! Later I went to find Felix so we can meet our parents for breakfast. When he saw me he opened his mouth, he was cute and funny . " wow, I like your so much your new hairstyle ", " thanks, now close your mouth". He blushed and then he closed his mouth. " I don't kiss today ?" I am feeling so weird kissing him after what I did, I have to tell him. But this is something temporary, I won't be in Denmark forever, he has few weeks and then I will go, so I think it's better not to upset him about that. Also, his brother did all the moves but to say the truth I didn't resist him.
When we get there we greet everyone. My mother and the queen have commented on my hair. The king was talking to my father they didn't say anything they just smiled. When I saw Nikolai he was looking at me. Because I was feeling uncomfortable and almost everyone noticed that something is going on between us. I was trying to do something like nothing happened between us and he was just looking at me because I am beautiful. I was paying attention to Felix.
After 5 minutes a family came to our table. Then Felix whispered in my ear "these are my cousins ". It was a boy at our age and 2 younger boys. The one was looking at my sister.
" Hey gorgeous," the older boy said after Felix said, " back off she is with me go find another one ". I laughed it was weird. Then Nickolai commented, " they are in love ". He is an asshole " there's a problem? " and then he replayed " no, no do your job ".
Later I kissed Felix, not on purpose but I don't I wanted to feel something. I felt it but it wasn't like Nikolai. I am just insane, I don't what to do.
Then I went for a walk alone. Someone said " you know it's not always going to be like that " I turned around and I saw one of Felix's younger cousins. " what are you talking about? ", " I saw how you were looking Nikolai and how Felix, you love Felix but you also like Nickolai, he makes you feel different. ". " I don't know I am just confused ". " don't let Felix, you have a sure thing with him Nickolai is unstable, you can't count on him, you just like the attention. ". " are you a psychologist or something? ", " something like that ".
" what's your name? " I said and he said " George and you are Eva right? ", " yes, you know it would be nice to have a boyfriend here, I have three girlfriends but you know it's not the same ", " I agree, I would like to have you as a friend you seem polite and friendly ". "Thank you, how can you understand me so well? ", " I don't know it's probably charismatic. ". " I have to go, I will probably see you in the evening in the pool? ", " yes, I will be there ", " great ".
When I went to our secret place I saw him looking at the sky. He was so hot and gorgeous, he turned around and he saw me. We were making eye contact for like 5 minutes, then he broke the ice and said "hey " I sit next to him " I came here because... " he stopped me and said, " I know, I don't care we just kissed it was nothing, so go " when I heard him saying this word from inside a broke, only a kiss " as you wish " I left, the fact that he didn't stop me broke me.
Then I went to my room, I put on my favorite bikini :
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After I went to the pool, I saw Felix he made me smile, he pulled me closer and said " be careful, you are so gorgeous they will try to steal you from me " I laughed " no they won't " and I kissed him. I will go get you an orange juice, " okay thanks ".
Then I saw George he came to me and said " hey, you look beautiful ", " thanks ". " you look sad what happened? ". " I go talk to Nikolai, he told me that he doesn't even care about me and he was just playing ", " I am sorry, but you have Felix and he loves you ", " yes, I don't feel the same you know, but I like him, I just need space you know ". Then Felix came and interrupted us " I saw you two get to know each other ", we said at the same time "yes ". " Eva, can you come with me? " Felix said, " of course," he said bye to George and he took my hand. He closed my eyes and lead me somewhere.
" I open your eyes in 3..2..1 ", I opened my eyes and I saw a private pool with candles, white roses, and ice cream. It's perfect " this is perfect you needn't do that you know ". " yes I needed to, give me your hand " we get into the pool. Then the music started playing it was the " she, Harry styles ". One of my favorite songs and of course he knew it. We were kissing and smiled "you make me so happy," I said, " you too ". We were cuddling and telling sweet things to each other. I like him, a lot, he makes me feel remarkable, with Nicholai it's not like that it's different. Then we ate ice cream, he knew my favorite taste, vanilla. He knows so many things about me.
Everything was perfect until Nikolai came with one of his toys. They were kissing, " I am sorry about that " Felix said, " no, it's okay, let's stay a little more here, and then we can go anywhere you select", "huh, brother you are here too, I didn't even know", "yes you did but it's fine ", " I am sorry, I screw up your special moment ", " no you didn't," I said. After 2 minutes, Nikolai and the girl were having sex in the pool IN FRONT of us. But Felix made me laugh by saying jokes. I don't give a fuck for Nickolai he was having sex and looking at me. That's amazing. When I went out, he saw me with a bikini and then he made an orgasm, not for his you but me and then he said "eva, but he saved it and said, Evangelia ".
I went to my room to change clothes, I put on a red dress. I made my hair curly and then I put on red lipstick, mascara and eyeliner. Someone knocked on the door, it was Felix. " are you ready to go? ", " sure, one minute " I put on my perfume and I got my purse. Then we went to the restaurant. The view was amazing and the atmosphere warm. We ate and talking, At the end, he gave me a red box. I opened it and saw a diamond reckless with a yellow pearl, it was extremely beautiful. Then I saw a piece of paper folded in two, I opened it, it wrote " I see you everywhere, in the stars, in the river, to me you are everything that exists, the reality of everything " I cried from happiness.
We stand up, he wiped my tears and said " I love you ".
