Which one should I choose ?

Chapter 11

I am so broken, who? Nickolai, was hugging me? He was a part of the reason I and Felix broke up, anyways we were going to end it. But the worst part is that he helped me get through my breakup with josh and get over him but he broke my heart 10 times worse than josh. I don't dare to go for breakfast, he will be there. I can't stand to look at him. So I will stay in my bed watching movies.

Someone knocked on the door, it was George, with popcorn and sweets, he said " can I come in? ", for one second my tears became into joy, I said, "of course ". "How you knew? ", "the news here is learned quickly also..." he realized he was talking to me and didn't finish his sentence, "you can tell me, I am fine ", I wasn't, only from my appearance, red eyes, hoodies, papers on my bed. "Are you sure? ", "yes I am ", "well Felix is dating princess Laila from Japanese" I didn't reply anything.

One day, one fucking day passed and he already forgot me. I am in shock, he is supposed to be the good boy, well, the people you don't except hurt you. As much as I want him to see me happy, as nothing happened, but I don't even have the strength to do that. I and George saw a movie and then he left, he had a date with mike, as much as he wanted to support me.

Someone opened the door, the only person who had the keys was my mother, she came near and hugged me, it was everything I needed, I talked to her about everything. Normally we are very close, on vacation she wanted to spend time with dad, she was taking care of me of course. Then she advised me to take a bath, and order something to eat for lunch, I appreciate the fact that she understands how I am feeling. I took her advice a did a bath.

I put on a hoodie, my sweatpants, and shoes. I took pasta from an Italian shop and then went to my favorite place where no one can find me above Nikolai of course. I was eating pasta while I was reading "Anna Karenina", it was quiet and nice. After 1 hour, I saw Nickolai, he didn't saw me, but I made a noise and then he saw me. "Hey," he said, "hey ", "sorry for the interaction, this place is the only place I can be when I am angry ", "who ate you? What did you do to Nikolai? " we laughed. He sits beside me, " why are you angry? If you want tell me.

"My parents force me to date princess Lara," he said, "oh, that must be annoying. ", "yes, I don't even like her, she is disgusting ", "that good? " we laughed, "yes ", "I am sorry for what my brother did to you ", "it's okay, I am trying to be fine ", "can I ask you something? " I asked him, "sure ", "did your parents force, Felix, too ? ", he replays silently "no". "Don't be sorry for me, for the moment we broke up with Felix everyone is being sorry for me, and that's bothering ", "I understand you ". "Why are you treating me like that ? " I asked him, "what do you mean? ", "you usually play with me ", "um, sorry about that, I was an asshole " "it's not a big deal ", "do you wanna walk to the bitch ", "sure," I said.

While we were walking and talking at the same time, I realized that he may be cold, and an asshole but he is good with me, that counts. While we were talking about something I saw Felix with his new girlfriend, she was beautiful, she was Japanese of course, very skinny and tall like a model, and a princess of course. I was acting like I didn't care but was inside I was feeling like they put a knife in my heart, Felix was looking at us when Nickolai saw his reaction, he placed his hand on my waist so he can take me away from him, and saw him that I am his.

But then that bitch started talking, "Nickolai, don't you have a date with my sister today? She is waiting ", "I don't care " he said and he grabbed me, so we can go but then Felix grabbed my other hand, something that surprised me? "Let her," Nikolai said, "you have a date and I with Eva have to talk ", "no you don't " Felix looked at Laila, she was as surprised as me and he said "baby, take Nickolai to his date, I have to talk with Eva ", "as you like she replayed ", "Eva do you want me to go? " Nickolai said, "go, we will talk later".

When they left, Nikolai, took off my hand, "what do you want to talk about? " I said, "really? Eva don't play the dumbass ", "I am not, I have nothing to say to you " he took my hand and I followed him, he went me to our favorite place, he pulled me in the whole, that was weird because Felix isn't the bad boy, he was angry, he put his hand next to my ear,  " what is going on with you and Nickolai? ", "we are just hanging out, what is your problem? ", "I don't want you to ", "why? We broke up and I can't do whatever I want,  I am single ", "Nickolai is not good for you ", "and you are?  ", " yes ", "I have to go, btw you two look cute ", "stop it ".

I was looking down all the time, I was ready to cry until he placed his hand on my chin and tried to kiss me, he was becoming his brother, even worse . "no, no, no that ain't go work, don't dare kiss me ", "I know you want to ". I didn't say anything, we were looking at each other but with anger, his phone rang, it was her " goodbye Felix " I left.

While I was going back to my room I saw Nickolai, what is he doing here? , he is hiding,  "what are you doing? " I asked him, " it's the only place I can hide from her," he said, "from whom?", "her " he shows me, I saw a girl, she was very exercised, like a bodybuilder, I laughed, "I am not afraid of her, but she is trying to kiss me ", "huh? ", while we were hiding we were too close to each other, then our lips touched, he kissed me softly, but then he stops, I put my hand on his cheek " I am sure " I kissed him, he put his hands on my waist, we were making out, but that didn't change the fact that I am still into Felix.

With Nickolai, I was feeling strange, I don't know what I am feeling about both of them. When I was with Felix I wanted Nickolai and now I don't know what to choose. I also can't forget the fact that his parents want him to date a princess or something important. I am so fucking confused. Which one? Which one do you like? My brain keeps buzzing with this sentence.

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