love

Umm yea?...

*TRIGGERWARNING*

"Umm errm- Ok Matt. Yes I think your cute. But it doesnt mean anything" I said looking at the ground. Matt chuckled "Doesnt mean anything? Well what would you do if I kissed you?" The guys made kissing sounds in the back. I flicked them off. I shrugged and blushed at the thought of it. Matt slowly leaned down when all the sudden "NO PDA" I looked over and saw Devin standing there covering her eyes. I giggled slightly and looked at Matt who looked mad. Everyone started walking out of the room leaving me with Matt. I sighed and kissed his cheek before running to meet with everyone else. Once I got downstairs I saw that everyone was sitting down on the couch whispering to eachother. I furrowed my eyebrows and tried to hear what they were saying. All I heard was "Y/n. Now. Brother. Dead. Family. Murder" and last but not least "magcon". Matt walked down and stood next to me, then walked into the kitchen getting out the last monster. Keep in mind, Monsters are my favorite drink. And I dont let anyone have any. So as you can guess, I got a little mad. Ah who am I kidding. I was R A G I N G. I screamed and tackled him taking the moster and running up the stairs. I saw everyone give me wierd looks while I closed Devins bedroom door. I opened the monster and took a drink feeling the energy already coming. Lets just say I get reeeally hyper when I drink monsters. I ended up drinking the whole can and everything felt trippy. It doesnt happen to anyone else I know, just me. I ran downstairs and got to the radio and turned up the song that was on. Guess what? It was Turn Down for What. I started dancing some wierd dance and acted like I was stabbing things. "I have to save Kevin from Steve!" I started doing some Michael Jackson dance or I dont know. I ended up doing the moonwalk awesomely. Now I was about to do a backflip. But Matt grabbed me. "I dont need you breaking anything". I pouted. "Why nooot" I whined. "Breaking stuff is fun" Matt gave me a stern look then shook his head. "I think we need to go guys, and put Y/n to bed. She is waaay to hyper" The guys nodded and I saw Jack J give Devin a kiss before standing up. Matt picked me up as I struggled to get free. I dont want to go back there. I dont need to see Jack J talk all smoochy smoochy to Devin on the phone. Thats just Nashty. I dont want to see Matt, well because A) He is a butt and B) He knows I like him. Nash is way to sassy. Shawn, well I still feel bad for kicking him in the face, HE DESERVED IT THOUGH. Aaron, well who am I kidding. Aarons adorable...and everyone else is rude. I finally got free out of Matts grip and made my way for the door. I opened it and just ran. I didnt care that my lungs felt like they would explode. I didnt care that my legs felt like they would fall off. I only cared about getting away. I still have a family. A caring father who swore he would always protect me, a amazing mother who always made me feel happy when I was sad, and a annoying brother who always was an idiot but I loved him anyways. I realized how close Devins house was to my street. I remembered where my house was. I ran down the street going different ways than others untill I found my street. I mentally thanked myself for remembering. I found my house and saw my parents were home. YES. I ran inside hearing silence. Hmmph. Thats odd. "Mom? Dad? Lil annoying dude?" I called out. I though I heard a dripping sound. But igored it thinking it could be the faucet. I walked into my parents room and gasped at what I saw. My knees buckled and I dropped to the ground and sobbed loudly. There were my parents. Stabbed to death. Murdered. Dead. I couldnt controll it. I threw things everywhere and screamed loudly. I dropped to the ground and pulled my hair. I remebered my brother and ran to his room. I sobbed harder seeing him on the floor crying slightly, he was bleeding badly. I ran over to him. "Tommy! O-oh my god Tommy" I sobbed and he looked up at me. "Y-Y/n?" He asked, his voice cracking. I nodded my head fast. "I need you to run. Never come back. J-just run. They-they are looking for you" he said with no emotion. His eyes slightly closing. "No! Tommy! Dont leave! I need you!" He looked at me one last time and said "Please run. Ill be fine. I love you" he said before his eyes closed. I screamed and sobbed loudly, holding his hand."No" I kept repeating. "THIS IS ALL SOME TWISTED DREAM" I yelled sobbing. I was pulled backwards by someone. This time I didnt fight back. I had no energy. I was pulled into Matts chest. He whispered soothing things into my ear as I sobbed onto his shoulder. I felt broken. And I couldnt be fixed.