Loving you

55😞

Onika pov:

I gasped jumping back with wide eyes "What the fuck is wrong with you" I whisper yelled. "I'm sorry I-I didn't mean to" she said and I slapped her. "How the fuck you ain't mean to kiss me" I gritted then realization hit me. "Oh my god I just kissed beyonce cousin" I whispered to myself feeling panic rise. "What the fuck do I do" I asked myself. I ain't never been in a situation like this and I have to idea how to go about it. Do I keep it to myself and not say nothing ? No cause then what if she find out she's gonna hate me. Either way it go she's gonna hate me. I should kill this bitch what the hell is wrong with her. I gotta tell bey, but what if she leaves me ?

"Cookie" I heard mani say snapping me out of my thoughts. "I gotta tell beyonce" I said getting but she hurried and pulled me back. "No please you can't tell her" she said and I looked at her like she was crazy. "No bitch move you tryna fuck my life up" I said pushing her away from me. "Please cookie she'll hate me" she said and I shrugged "I would rather have her hate you then hate me" I said about to get up again but she snapped and pinned me on the couch. "Look don't say nothing it was a simple mistake" she said and I scoffed "Mistake my ass and get the fuck off of me before somebody see" I said and she shook her head. "Not until you promise not to say shit" she said and I smacked my lips.

"Bitch you lucky I ain't killed yo ass already now move" I said and she chuckled. "I tried to be nice but I see kindness don't work with you" she said darkly and everything started feeling like deja vu. "Tell her and i'll just flip it on you" she said smirking. This bitch done lost her mind. "She won't believe you" I said and she scoffed  "Who do you think she'll believe, her favorite cousin that she love to pieces or her girl toy" "That she also love to fucking pieces the fuck" I said then pushed her off of me. "BEYO-shut the fuck up" mani gritted cutting me off throwing her hand over my mouth. "Why you gotta be difficult" she asked moving her face closer to mine "what are you doing" I asked lowly and she smirked "this" she said quickly then kissed me again.

I punched her in the mouth with all my strength and she screamed out holding her mouth that was now bleeding. "Keep yo lips to yo fucking self" I said then got up standing over her and pulled my gun out holding it at her head. "Stay the fuck away from me or i'll blow yo brains out" I said "o-ok p-please move it" she stuttered scardly. I put my gun up  and went over to wake up bey seeing mani leave out the corner of my eye. "Beyonce" I said shaking her roughly and I heard her whine. Fuck she didn't take her medicine this is the worst time for baby bey. "Wake up we gotta go" I said and she opened her eyes looking at me "night night bubba" she said making grabby hands to me. I picked her up quickly then kicked rih who was on the floor. "Ouch bitch" she said waking up glaring at me "We gotta go, wake up ming" I said adjusting bey to my hip. "What happened" rih asked tiredly standing up "We just gotta go" I said then went over grabbing dagga. I ain't gone lie it was kind hard holding bey and dagga at the same time but I pushed through it taking them both out to the car.

I put dagga in her carseat then as I was about to put bey in the car her grip tightened on me. "no no" she said shaking her head and a wave of guilt washed over me from what just happened. "i gotta drive baby" I said lowly "tay" she said and I assumed she meant stay. I sighed then closed the car door going over to the drivers seat and getting in with bey. A few seconds later ming and rih came out getting in and I quickly started the car getting the fuck away from that house.

"Cookie what happened" rih asked and I shook my head. "nothing" I mumbled not taking my eyes off the road. I can't believe that bitch kissed me. What is wrong with her and to make matters worse she did it twice. I just don't see how she could do that to beyonce. I need to tell bey fast. I looked down in my lap at bey who was sleep peacefully with her thumb in her mouth and the guilt feeling got worse. She's gonna be so hurt. What if normani was right, what if she don't believe me and trust what she says ? What if she hates me ? What if she leaves me ? She's never gonna look at me the same. I can't lose her especially not over some shit like this. I lover he ass too much. If bey was to try and leave me I just might have to kill her ass. I can't lose her i'll go crazy.  "nika" I heard rih say snapping me out of my thoughts. "huh" "You're crying" she said and I sighed wiping my eyes.