The Reason for All These Love & Words

My Words To You

Who am I kidding
I need to flush this out of my system

Life has moved on
Everything is different
Whatever are your thoughts
However well or not you are doing

It really shouldn't be any of my business

Oh, why am I doing this
Playing detective when it doesn't benefit
So what if you are happy
Or so what if you are sick
You have your loved ones to care for you
And I bet you don't even think of me
Or even wish for my care at all

I need to stop caring any of these
Why is my heart so kind
I actually felt for you when I saw you may be sick
And it was then I felt really sick
Cos why does it still matters to me so?

For my own sanity
I really should just let go
You have your new love
And is not like I want you back
I have seen things I shouldnt have
And things has gone beyond repair
I have to stop caring for someone who is not in my life
And who didn't care about how I feel,
Who has try to hurt me so much without regrets

But somethings are born with it
I can't help my heart being make this way
It's hard to uncare for a person I used to care
Hard to simply be heartless

Darling, I guess in my heart
I will always somehow care
I forgive you your sins against me
I forgive you the hurt and revenge you plotted then
I forgive and I get it
I am sorry too
For causing you to break even as I don't mean it,
Nor will ever understand it
I tried my best to care
But I'm sorry you had to feel that way

I have now to let go,
Of the hurt and pain,
Of the care and concern
We have seperate lives
And I should not care too much
Just as I'm sure you won't care mine

I hope you are okay darling
And let me be happy for you truly as you found your dream
Let me pray for us both
Oh yes, pray for me too I hope with a smile,
That I will find my dream
And someday in the future,
We will see each other in heaven

And until then, let me pray
Love, peace and joy
Pray with me too
I know I need it
Close this chapter
And live gloriously.