true colors • chanbaek

#13

When they got back to their place. Baekhyun immediately removes his hands from Chanyeol's when he saw Sehun standing from afar. Sehun slowly walks in front of Baekhyun and his eyes were set on Chanyeol. Staring at Chanyeol with his cold eyes.

"Sehun...W-what are you doing here?" Baekhyun asks nervously. "I should be the one asking you that. What are you doing here with that man?" Sehun asked in a cold voice. "Sehun-"

"I saw you, kissing that damn guy," Sehun said, looking at Chanyeol. Chanyeol closes his fist. "What did you just said-" Chanyeol was stopped when Baekhyun looked at him. "Could you give us a moment?" Chanyeol gasp and stepped back as he takes his leave.

"Sehun, let me-"

"Hyung, are you gay?"

Baekhyun bites his lower lip. Sehun suddenly asks him about his sexuality, he hid it from Sehun for a long time. He knew that Sehun was furious.

"Sehun...C-Can I say something-"

"Are you in a relationship with him?" Baekhyun closes his eyes, trying to control his tears. Baekhyun remains silent. "Are you kidding me?" Sehun messed his hair and a fake laugh comes. "You must be kidding me, Hyung."

"How the fuck I didn't know that you're interested in men," Sehun said, his words coming from his mouth were painful. He's really mad. "Hyung, explain it to me!" Baekhyun started and he looked at Sehun with a tear on his eyes.

"S-Sehun..." Baekhyun smiles softly and his tears start to fall. "Can't I be happy?" Sehun frowned. "Sehun, I've been living in hell in my whole life." He added. "If you ask me if I am gay, well..." Baekhyun smiles as he stares into Sehun's eyes. "I am, "  Sehun's eyes widened.

"That guy over there, the one you called 'damn guy is the one who makes me feel alive, and...Yes, we're in a relationship." Baekhyun said. "That damn guy, he is the one who made me feel special, he loved me. He is the one who appreciates me, in every way." Baekhyun said, while his tears continue dripping from his eyes. "You may not know me very well, Sehun," he added.

"You may see me smiling but deep inside, I was..." Baekhyun holds his chest, jabbing it gently. "Dying...I was sick of everything, in my parents, work, in everything!" Baekhyun sobs as he smiles.

"Can't I just be happy and have a normal life? Just like others?" Baekhyun asks Sehun, he's frozen. Just staring at Baekhyun. His face was cold-blooded. "You're special to me, Sehun. And I treat you as my younger brother, and yes. You were with me since we're kids, and I love you."

"Baekhyun..."

Baekhyun smiles as he stood up. "If you're here to bring me back to Seoul, I can go on my own. It's your decision if you're going to tell Dad everything you saw, it's on you." Baekhyun looked at Sehun. "I hope you understand."

Baekhyun was about to go when Sehun suddenly grabs his wrist and pulled him close to him embracing Baekhyun.

"Don't turn your back on me like that...Hyung," Baekhyun was shocked when Sehun hugged him tightly. "I'm mad, Yes. Because I'm already here but you choose that man over me." Sehun said, "I'm sorry, I didn't understand you, I didn't think of how you feel, I didn't even protect you."