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"You okay?" Y/n look up to see her friend, Jian asking her while taking a seat infront of her on the dining table inside their not-so big apartment.
"You seemed to be a bit off lately, did something happened?" she asked, worried about her friend as Y/n could only sigh in response before leaning on the back of the chair she was sitting on.
"I think I'm starting to have flashbacks from what memories I have two years ago," she told her.
Jian immediately throw her a look of excitement before talking cheerfully. "That's great! Well thenㅡ what do you remember?" she asked. She knew Y/n had been waiting for this happened for a long time.
But nowㅡ she seemed to be regretting having those flashy memories she was having from time to time.
Jian's expression turns into a frown as she noticed how Y/n sigh in response as if she was even ready to talk about it.
"Why?" she asked, furrowing her eyebrows while looking confusedly at the younger. "Isn't that a good thing?" she asked again.
"It'sㅡ" she paused a bit before looking uo to her with eyes filled with worries, she seemed scaredㅡ and she was actually.
"It's seemed scary," she ended, looking down entirely on the table as she heave down a sigh to calm herself.
"What do you mean it's scary?" Jian bothered to ask.
Y/n then look up to her once again. "I always dreamed about this one guy," she started off, remembering that tall frame figure who seemed to hurt her alot inside her dreams.
"I can't see his face, my dreams were either blurry or fast forwardㅡ but explains the same thing, I hate it" she added.
Jian on the other side could only reach her arms towards the younger, putting her hands above hers that was above the table as she sent her a warm smile.
"I'm here," she reminded. Y/n look up to her, pursing a smile on her lips already getting too much comfort by the older's actions before nodding her in response.
"You should go and rest, you still have classes tomorrow"
With that, Y/n scotted towards the older, giving her a short warm hug before leaving to her room to get some sleep.
"So," hearing his friend talk, Sunghoon turn his head to face Jay before lowering his head once again.
"How will you tell her? Are you seriously leaving her without saying goodbye? I meanㅡ you haven't even cleared things out with her if she likes you back or not," Jay argued, trying not to let her his friends gaurd down.
Sunghoon heave a deep shallow sigh, ranning his fingers through his hair, shortly licking his lips before speaking a word. "She seemed a bit comfortable with him," he muttured, fidgeting his fingers against the water bottle he was gripping with.
Jake sigh. He reach his hand to pat his friends back for comfort as he lean against the bench's support. "So what are you gonna do now?" he asked, turning to look at him.
"Make sure she won't miss me while I'm gone," Sunghoon muttured before chugging down the water he had.
The whole place was quiet. No one was there except for her. The rooftop was clear, the sky was filling in blue- it was such a nice weather.
Yet here she was, standing against the rooftop's flat concrete railing, literally not caring how tall the building was from down there.
There was no single emotions on her face, not even a hint of fright was reasoning through her eyes as she look up to the clear blinding sky.
Yet tears were to foul to even lie as it straightly ran down through her pale cold cheeks. Her face literally showing that she doesn't care about everything anymore but freedom and happiness.
That's what she wants. That was the first reason why she wants to end everything. If not by God, then by herself. She was tired of waiting, she just wanted to escape the cruel world she was been living in for the past 16 years.
She sigh, breathing seemed to shake as she smiled on her own. "Don't worry Y/n," she started telling herself as tears continues to stripe down her cheeks. "When you're there," she silently sobbed, yet tried to maintain herself.
"No one would ever hurt you anymore," she smiled.
"Do it," Minhee's voice shortly resounded through her head as her smile slowly faded.
"if you will... you'll never get to see me again," another word follow using the same owner of the voice.
That was the last thought she had in mind before letting herself fall off the concrete rail of the rooftop, not even trying to worry about where she would land.
All she can think of was peace and freedom.
"Yah! Y/n-shi!" those words were faded but she could clearly hear them, screaming out her name as she open her eyes only to meet the white ceiling of some sort of hallways with blinding line lights.
"What's happening?" the only thing she could ask herself, mentally.
Can't seem to take it as her vision got blurry once again, Y/n let her guard down as she let her eyes coming close once again.
Reaching the emergency room Jian was halted from outside by some nurses. "Just wait here, we'll take care of her" the female nurse said.
Jian nodded her head in response, eventually losing her breath after ranning too much and alsoㅡ she was worried alot, that was enough to make her heart beats gone crazy unlike the neutral.
Ranning her fingers through her hair, she immediately took her phone before dialing Sunghoon's number.
"Sunghoon?" she called as soon as he answered the phone.
"Noona? Why? Did something happen?" the guy immediately showered the questions.
"Sheㅡ" she paused a bit, trying to calm herself down before she broke down of being to worried. "I took her to the hospital, I tried waking her up this morning but she wasn't responding to anything and she's not breathing, I got worried soㅡ"
She didn't even finish her words when Sunghoon ended the call.
On the other side, he was already ranning in panick, totally skipping his practice and grab his jacket with him before getting out of the rink.
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