~ Prologue ~
In the end, when it's all over; when everything was over, it all just comes back in flashes. Like a movie, playing over in my head, everything we've ever done together. It's all just like a kaliedoscope of memories. It all just hits me in the face. But there's only one thing that doesn't come back - him.
I knew, from the moment I saw him on that fateful night, there was a part of my brain that told me that this would happen. I knew this would happen. He always gave me a weird feeling. Maybe it's because he grew onto me. It wasn't ever how he acted, or anything he said, it was only the feeling he gave me. And....what's even weirder is that I don't think anyone else could ever make me feel the way he did......and I don't think I should.
I knew what he did was dangerous, I knew he was dangerous. His world revolved to fast for me to keep up with, and it was much too bright for me to be in; somehow always blinding me. But I guess that's the effect he had on me - he blindsighted me. But I just thought.....how could he reel me in, when I knew what he did....how could I have gotten myself mixed up with a devil....who looks so much like an angel when he smiled at me? I guess he knew exactly what he was doing - corrupting me.
I simply let my hands slide open. I lost my balance. But the worst part of it all....wasn't losing him. I lost myself too.
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Chapter One will be posted tomorrow sometime. I pinky promise!
The prologue is based on the Trouble monologue xx Taylor Swift. Some parts have been modified.
xx emily
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