Mᴇᴀɴɪɴɢғᴜʟ Sᴋʏ [J.JK x reader] ff

~Chapter 23~♥

~Y/n's p.o.v.~

His words rang through my head.....no they never were.....

The trees around us shaded the path and allowed for us to walk without getting too hot. The wind blew through everything and swayed us back and forth.I spaced out for a second before looking back at the person in front of me.

Jungkook looked so cute today; he was wearing a plain white t-shirt on plain white jeans and his dark brown hair was ruffled up but parted so that his dark eyes could still be seen clearly. And the way he acted and walked, picking up random leaves, deeply examining the clouds, just stuff I would usually do, and it made me feel even closer to him.

"But I have a question for you Y/n" He said, cutting off my deep thoughts. "What is love to you?"

"Oh, well....love is something you fall into, continuously, and in most instances, you don't see it after some time. It's when you feel you can't keep going forward without that one person. It's when they serve meaning, and validate your life and perspective. It's when you find joy in the slightest touch, and extreme happiness in the time you spend with each other." I felt like I was spilling out my mind word after word, finally stopping, telling myself to stop, before I slip the wrong thing out.

"you sound like you've been in love" He stopped walking, looking at me and staring deeply into me like I couldn't lie.

"Well yeah" I said with a smile. "Have you?"

"I'm not sure" He looked up at the sky for a bit.

"You've never talked about love with me....what's up? Is there a girl you like? hm? hm?" I said and cupped his face into my hands, making him look at me and talk to me.

"And if I did like a girl? What would you do?" He finally said. It made my heart ache a little.

"Nothing. I'm happy for you" I said with a smile and removed my hands from his cheeks, continuing to walk.

"Are you?" He said and caught up.

"Of course i'm happy for you, you're my....best friend" My insides hurt saying those words. He tricked me into thinking he actually liked me...woooow. He even kissed me...twice. But I guess he is a playboy, but of all people why did I have to love him back? I finally looked at him while he stared at me, not knowing what to say. His eyes were hard to read, sad? confused? hiding something?

~J.JK's p.o.v.~

Her whole attitude towards me changed the moment I told her that, but I was having a hard time telling her that she is the one i'm falling in love with. Maybe she rejects me and ends our friendship instead? But i've been holding in my feelings for too long. Some other guy will get her if I don't say anything. 

"But Y/n.....you didn't hear the rest of what I had to say" I added after finishing my train of thought.

"What?" She said and turned around to me, the sun shining lightly on her pretty face.

"I didn't tell you who I loved.." I stepped closer to her, seriously speaking.

"oh right, so who do you love?" She scoffed and uncrossed her arms, letting them fall down her sides.

"I..............." I started and stepped even closer to her, having her eyes widen a little.

"I love you" There, I said it.

"you w-what?" She stepped back a little, literally taken aback.

"Oh come on, don't act clueless..wasn't it a tiny bit obvious??" I stepped right in front of her, holding her by her shoulders.