ʟᴏᴠᴇ & ꜰᴜʀʏ ; ᴀ. ᴛᴀᴍᴀᴋɪ

c h a p t e r t w o

He grabbed my jaw, yanking my head so I had to face him. His eyes only held anger and hatred, no sympathy and definitely no love. His fingers bruised my skin and I want to cry out but know better not too.

"Don't make me repeat myself, y/n. You weren't born to be weak. Now... do it again." The man was blurry but I was terrified. Who is he? What's happening?

I nodded, eyes filled with unspilled tears and I gulped. I still had trouble controlling my powers, the two fought inside me wanting control and hated being mixed. They weren't supposed to be mixed, two completely different powers and I had the ability to use both.

I didn't want to do this. I didn't want to hurt this man, why can't I just go home?

"Do it!" I flinched at my fathers tone, the veins in his head popping out in anger. I gulp as I look at the man, his mouth was duct taped but his eyes begged me not to do it.

I close my eyes before reopening them, feeling them turn red as my power came alive.

pain.

The man began screaming in pain, thrashing in his chair as excruciating pain overtook him from inside. His eyes and nose started to bleed and his muffled screams only grew louder. I started to sob as I watched the man in pain before stopping. The man slumped in relief before falling unconscious.

"Please! I cant do it! I don't want too! Please stop!" I cry as the man yells in anger before grabbing me by the hair and dragging me away.

"You stupid little girl! Out of all your siblings why was this gift given to you! The weakling. " I don't even try to escape from his grasp knowing there was no use.

He drags me to an unfamiliar room , I look around in confusion as there is only a chair in the middle with a machine connected to it. He throws me into the chair and starts strapping me to the seat.

"What are you doing? I wanna go home!"

"Shut the fuck up!" I whimper as he finishes tying me to the seat. He stands fully back up and gazes back down at me, reaching out to stroke my soaked cheek before slapping me.

"Not to worry, I had a friend build something for me. This is the only solution. I will have to break you in order to gain what I want from you. Now sit still."

"Please no! I'll be good! " I watch as he steps behind a line and goes to the machine controls and I try to escape from the restraints.

"Stop please!" I scream, thrashing in my seat. Is this karma? Punishment for hurting that man? What was he going to do to me?

He turns the machine on and I see it move, pieces of it connecting to my head before he pulls down a levar. Nothing happens until I hear a electricity buzz than I feel it.

I scream as it felt like my head was being split open, than everything goes black.

"L/n?" I jerk awake , my body shaking and heart racing in fear. I felt like I couldn't breathe, my eyes darted everywhere unable to focus. My breathing coming out shallow and fast.

What the hell was that?

Was that... a memory?

"L/n!" Suddenly I feel a hands grab my face forcing me to look at them. My eyes soon focused on him. His indigo eyes were wide,filled with worry. His hands were surprisingly warm and felt so nice on my skin.

"Tamaki..." I whispered, the boy blushed but shook his head immediately. He stepped only a little bit closer and got down to my level.

"Watch me, okay? Breathe in... now breathe out... again." I watched him as I copied his breathing, his hands still on my face keeping me grounded. I looked at the freckles that were scattered around his face, his hair that practically covered his eyes. The way he looked so nervous but his concern outweighed it.

god, he's so pretty.

His indigo eyes stared into mine, searching for something but I had no idea what. He was so close and I never wanted him to leave. How did someone I've barely talked to, make me feel this way. I felt like I was floating and he was keeping me on the ground.

"F-Feel better?" He asks, I almost faint when I feel his thumb rub my cheek. The world must hate me, knowing I was a mess when Tamaki was around. I slowly nod at his question.

"W-What was that?" My voice was low and I almost whine when he slowly removes his hands from my face and stuffs them in his pockets. His gaze drops back to the floor and i almost miss his eyes.

"Uh- y-you were um having a uh p-panic attack." He stumbles the words out, only glancing at me for a millisecond.

"A panic attack?" He only nods at my words.

"W-Were you having a b-bad dream?" He asks, seems like his curiosity outweighed his nervousness. I think back to the dream and nod.

"I... I think it was a memory? I don't know it just felt so real."

"A m-memory? You don't remember you're               c-childhood correct?" I hum in confirmation and he nods.

"I'm sorry for w-waking you up then."

"Dont. It wasn't a good memory." Is all I say and he nods.

"I'm s-sorry." He stutters out and this time I look up at him and give him a small smile.

"Dont be, thank you for helping me..through that. You seemed like you really knew what you were doing." The boy blushes and starts backing away little by little and I frown a bit.

"I uh get those quite a lot and having something uh g-ground you r-really helps." I nod and look around, finally taking notice we were in a empty classroom. I must have fallen asleep during last period, Tamaki must have noticed when everyone left and stayed to wake me up.

"Well thank you. Who knows what would've happened if you hadn't been here." If anything his face grows even redder when he starts shaking his head.

"N-No need to uh t-thank me! A-Anyways I uh have to get going to p-patrol. Are you s-sure you're okay?"

"Yes! I'm sorry for making you late!" I quickly stand up and start packing my bag. I'm such an idiot.

"D-Dont be. I uh I'm glad I was h-here."

"Me too." He finally meets my gaze before quickly turning away and he starts walking.

"S-See y-you Monday, l/n." He mutters before disappearing into the halls. Once he's gone I sigh and the memory comes crashing back to me.

What the hell happened after? And who was that man?

It's time to stop running and figure out who the hell i really am.

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Kinda short I KNOW IM SORRY ANYWAYS ENJOY

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