A silent Kiss

THE Wedding plan

➰ Mellisa's P.O.V➰

The house has been normal ever since Harron and Jennifer left to visit family in Orlando. I've been thinking though what if they find out I'm not pregnant at all. I just need to find a way. I can't seem to be pregnant by Joseph because I don't enjoy it with him as much as I enjoy it with Harron.

Harron arrived yesterday and left first thing in the morning with his hoe. She is so pathetic ugh he deserves me not a snotty 16 year old. Never liked her. Never will. I got ready to go on a date with mom since Jen left with Harron. They'd be back in 3 days. Great enough time to plan a night with Harron without his toy getting in the way. And without mine getting in the way. I just married Joseph because I felt bad and didn't want to let him down. I mean he asked me to marry him during the NBA Miami vs. Cavaliers. I couldn't just say no. LeBron James was watching. And it was in the arena during their break. Ugh worst mistake ever. 6 months ago I would've been living "La Vida loca" with Harron. But I'd do anything to get him off my back.

°At dinner°

Mom and I were planning my wedding. I felt like I had to come up with some sort of plan to sabotage the wedding but how. Maybe I should just tell Joseph. I'm not in love with Joseph. So in the past few weeks my heart grew a little loving for Harron.

As me and mom were eating I received a text message

Hey honey, I finished so I'll be coming home soon. And that boy better not be there. Forgive me but it's hard to just be nice to somebody I don't get along with an almost ruined our wedding.

See there you go again he really is in love with me but what could I do if I really am in love with Harron. I don't know what I'm going to do anymore. he really thinks that hairy thing was a lie. it really wasn't maybe I should tell him one day maybe I should tell him soon.

I was trying to figure out other plans but mom had to stop me. She tells me that she can't wait til I fully become a woman have a family. Blah blah blah it was all boring music to my ears. To think I have to do all these things nobody ever asked what I want. What I really want.

But the real deal here is I have to marry Joseph. heron want a bad reputation considering he's young and I'm already going into my late 20 soon. I thought maybe why not get Joseph to cheat on me with me knowing secretly. Poor Jennifer so desperate to find the love of her life maybe she thinks Harron is the love of her life. She's so pathetic, she's so naïve. realize what she think she can get I already called dibs even though she had them free to who he wants is me and I'm going to do anything I'm in my power to get him to keep him I'd rather just avoid that I really need him maybe just maybe he's better off alone.

I tried to figure out ways and mom gave me the best idea of them all.

"Honey don't stress. Remember when you guys enter life together he'll know who you really are and with my grandson in there he will be more blessed to be with you. So why don't you just go talk to him about life from now on. Show him that together you will overcome all the things you guys feared most. Be honest with each other tell hin everything you feel in your heart before the wedding. It relieves stress. It worked with your father."

She was right I should tell him everything I feel. Maybe I should tell him tonight. No no I can't what a horrible reputation I'll have. They'd call me 'Girl who cried baby'. I risk it so I made sure to get pregnant. And during the wedding, i'd just run away with Harron.

Oh boy do I got a plan.