𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐎𝐄𝐒 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐓𝐎𝐎 | 𝐬. 𝐚𝐢𝐳𝐚𝐰𝐚

𝗖𝗵𝗮𝗽𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝟮𝟮

Aizawa's POV

It wasn't until the incident with Midoriya and Mirio that we got a potential lead.

Villains hyped on crazy drugs were coming out left and right, that young girl was being abused by that gang member, and once again the League has been radio silent.

This guess was that Y/N was taken because she was such a powerful hero.

With a powerful person that has a strong quirk, the villains will have a better idea of how well and how far they can take this drug.

The idea made me sick to my stomach.

The thought of them torturing and experimenting on Y/N kept me up at night.

Since I was taken off of patrols I had almost no way of distracting myself. I still taught, but the atmosphere in the classroom had been off.

I could tell the students wanted to help or say something, I was thankful that they refrained.

I feared that I would simply break down if I let myself really go.

The stress was eating me alive. Even though she hated it, I was smoking almost a pack every two days.

I wouldn't call myself an addict because I can quit whenever I please but, the relaxation it gave me would probably change that.

I was sitting on the chair of my balcony with a lit cigarette in between my pointer and middle finger.

I inhaled the smoke and let it fill my lungs. As I exhaled through my nostrils I tried to clear my head.

At the agency, they were currently planning on infiltrating the Shie Hassaikai location in search of that girl and clues for Y/N.

The hope was to rescue the girl and either gain Y/N location or find her in there. I personally didn't think they'd find anything.

I don't have hope.

I'm in pure agony.

I feel as though my heart is breaking more and more every time I think about her.

Hizashi said I should just think about the joyous time we had.

I often thought about our dates, or when she would come over at ungodly hours to cuddle, or the dumb jokes she made that I was missing more than anything.

As I continued to overthink and fill my lungs with the toxic smoke my doorbell rang. I hesitatingly got up and walked into my apartment, closing the door behind me.

I checked the peephole before opening the front door to see Hizashi. I opened the door and walked into the living room letting him come in.

"Hey man, how are you doing?"

I just gave him a blank stare. It was obvious that I wasn't doing well. There was no point in asking.

"Well... I brought food."

I walked into the kitchen and grabbed us some plates and cutlery, it looks like he brought some ramen.