They told me to do this {Philza ANGST) discontinue

Chapter 3

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After for a short time of Tommy and Phil chatting Tommy decided to leave him and Ghostbur alone so that Phil could know him a lot more. even tho he already told Phil about Ghostbur is Wilbur but a ghost version and Ghostbur not able to remember the bad memories and who caused the explosion, Phil still need to understand what change happened

The blond hair teen left the room leaving the Ghost and the Avian behind to at least spend time to bond

"Hello Phil! Its nice to meet you again Father" Ghostbur chirped happily, smiling at his father who just gave a weak small smile

"Uh...me too Wil" Phil said slowly feeling uncomfortable seeing his son as a ghost plus the chest of the ghost has the scar where he stabbed him

Phil can't let anyone know that he was the one who ended Wilbur's life. He knew that Wilbur wanted to end his life so that he couldn't feel the guilt and pain he feels when he exploded L'manberg and Phil wanted it too for Him. Phil just wanted to see his son be in peace but guilt and grief  always be there for him

"How have you been Phil? I gotta say L'manberg is looking great!" Ghostbur asked tilting his head on the side as he floats besides Phil at the couch

"I been doing Great" Phil lied fake smiling at the Ghost who just smiled back at him

He hated to lie to anyone he loved and cared but nobody needs to worry for him. he can handle himself feeling miserable

After a long awkward silence Ghostbur decided to break it by disappearing into thin air and reappearing again but this time he has a animal beside him

It was a sheep that its wool was dyed in blue 

"Phil I would likely you to meet my friend, Friend!" Ghostbur exclaimed excitedly petting the sheep's head

Phil looked at the Ghost then at the sheep named 'friend', Phil chuckled softly he had to admit it. he is glad that Ghostbur is happy

Even tho he still missed Ghostbur being Wilbur. he missed his musician

But he knows that somewhere deep in Ghostbur that Wilbur is living in peace now, Phil started to feel down remembering all of the times that he and Wilbur hang out all of those past years...

"Hey Phil why are you looking down?" Ghostbur asked out of nowhere causing Phil to realized what he was doing

"Here! this will cheer you up!" Ghostbur said bringing out from his transparent pocket something color blue

when Ghostbur show it, it was blue dye but somehow it seems special

"Hold it, and it will suck your sadness away!" Ghostbur explained and handed Phil the blue dye

Phil hesitated for a moment but decided to do it as he grabbed the blue out of the Ghost's hands and held it

Somehow while he was holding it his heavy chest feeling began to vanish, he was slowly feeling better and better

Phil eyes widened realizing what he is doing and he dropped the blue dye out of his hands

Ghostbur was confused of his action

"Phil? why did you dropped it? is your sadness away?" Ghostbur asked floating down and picking up the blue dye off the ground

"Y-Yeah I am feeling okay now, Thanks Wil" Phil lied faking a smile once again, Ghostbur seemed to notice something is wrong but decided not to pushed Phil to saying it

He floated right beside of Phil with friend on his lap

"You know Phil..I don't remember much but I do remember my death and who caused me death" Ghostbur smiled remembering a good memory from his mind

Phil's eyes widened in shock and looked at Ghostbur who just smiled back at him

"Thank you Phil for ending Alivebur's life. he was feeling miserable to be honest and he just wanted to end his life after all these years" Ghostbur said while petting Friend that is on his lap

Phil was stunned to hear all about this. he didn't know that Wilbur always wanted to end his life...

Phil gulped and chuckled bitterly

"No...Problem Ghostbur" Phil said faking a smile but deep inside of him he just wanted to have a breakdown

After that conversation Ghostbur's head started to sway left and right and mumbling something under his breath

Phil looked at him in curiosity of what he was mumbling about

"Ghostbur?"

"Yes Phil?"

"What are you mumbling?" Phil asked

"Oh! Its this song that is stuck in my head.." Ghostbur said and started to sing what song he has in his head

After awhile of Phil trying to figure out the song Ghostbur is singing he realized what song it is, It was a song for the nation of L'manberg. a song that Wilbur wrote for the celebration of gaining L'manberg's independence, It was the L'manberg theme song

"My L'manberg...My L'manberg- Hey Phil lets sing it together!" Wilbur offered the Avian

With no choice since Phil doesn't want to be rude he agreed and they started to sing the theme together

After the song was done Ghostbur stands up with Friend on his arms

He turned around to see Phil and said "I gotta go now, Friend needs some rest I hope we can able to sometime hang out again Phil bye!" Ghostbur said and he teleported away with Friend

Phil was now alone in his house, he looked down on his hands and started to hallucinate him having the sword on his hands with Wilbur's blood on it

He shakes it off and his back to reality

'Do you really think he will able to forgive you?'

Phil heard a voice said as he ignored it, After Wilbur's death his been hearing this voice in his head always bringing him down and breaking him and when Phil does it always orders him to do harmful things afterwards

'No. he will never forgive what you have done you failed as being a Father'

Phil looked down now that hit him hard, tears started to fall out of his eyes and dropped onto the floor

he wiped them away and sighed deeply

'You know what to do'