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It had been a few days after your one and only best friend passed, not the one that drove you to the party stupefied, and you had never even considered suicide before now; well, you had, but you had never imagined it all in your head and decided to do it.

You jumped in your car and headed to the bridge. You got out of your car and stood on the brink. A million emotions ran through your mind as the darkness corrupted your soul. You stood there and fell, the breeze raising your hair as you closed your eyes and let the wind drop you.

You awoke in the hospital, exhausted and alone; you had hoped to see Suna, but you think he was with another girl; he sure chased your feelings the day your friend died.

FlAsH bAcK:

"I can't believe she's gone," you sob into Suna's neck.

 "Oh shut up, she wasn't that sweet," he says flatly. 

"Excuse me," you say as you take your head off his neck. 

"What do you want me to say, 'oh she was so cool,' even though she fucking made out with my girl?" he says hatefully.

"Get the fuck out," you scream, your indignation rising.

"What?" he exclaimed angrily.

"I said get the fuck out," you scream, tears streaming down your cheeks.

"Gladly, oh, and by the way, I've been fucking this girl you know, the one you beaten up, oh, and I hired the guy to beat you up," he says with such clarity that you are taken aback.

You stood stunned, numb, and in excruciating agony as he walked away.


fLaSh BaCk oVeR.

You want to erase the recollection, but it's difficult because the one you loved betrayed you, and worse than betrayal, you feel loathed, despite the fact that he had been so good to you previously.

1 week later,

It was the first day of school since the incident, and you had completed your rehab. You put on your regular hoodie, jeans, and beanie, as well as your classic mitch match socks and shoes.(yes i used sid from skins for prefrence)

You showed up with strange looks and statements like "look what happened to her" or "depressed slut, she got what she deserved." You couldn't stand it any longer, so you scream, "I can hear you assholes, now shut the fuck up!" The halls were empty until Suna approached you, "oh look everybody, it's the one who inspired me to commit suicide," you screamed sarcastically, "y/n calm down," he said softly. 

"IS THAT What YOU'VE GOT, SUNA....SUNA? YOU ARE A MONSTER FROM HELL, AND YOU KNOW HOW CRUEL YOU ARE As YOU LOOK AT ME LIKE THAT... KISS ME LIKE THAT....SUNA GET AWAY FROM ME "You cry in front of the whole school when you are being pulled away from the teachers.

A/n:OoOoO somethings getting heated but um yeah i recommend skins ok anyway some reason im shaking not from the story just randomly lol never mind im fine peace



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