It's been a week since he noticed that his Yi bo has been kind of ignoring him, he doesn't know clearly if it's like that or he's merely overthinking things. Both of them are busy with their schedules and maybe it's one of reason why? but it felt like he really can sense that something was off. For example when both of them gets home, it's understandable that both of them are tired because of work, but before they have time for each other, like they can have a talk to a lot of things, discussing their plans for the next day, telling each others schedules for work so they can both adjust to it, but this past week it's like they didn't talked that much, just asking how's each other's day or how it went and then nothing more.
Just like earlier he came home ahead of his Yi bo, they both had their dinner together and he wanted to talk to him but he can sense and see that he's so exhausted so, he told him instead to eat his dinner quickly so he could take his bath and rest early, and so he did. Even tho he can sense that something was off this Yi bo of his is still so obedient towards him, he could only sigh and overthink things.
He's also hoping that when he enters their home he could still see him awake but sadly he's already sleeping, he could no longer have a small conversation with him, he felt like something has change between them tho it's only been a week since this started and it makes him so anxious.
After doing all the works in the kitchen and taking his shower too then he went to bed beside him, while rubbing his hair a towel he look at the man who's sleeping so soundly beside him. Many things has been running on his head these days, could it be that he no longer has that affection towards him? Could it be that his love for him has lessen?
He doesn't want to think these kind of things but it's so unavoidable and it's hard to not to. Just thinking about it makes his heart pound, of course he's scared, this is what he's afraid most, that, what if time will come and both of them might not gonna end up together in the end? That this kind of relationship between them won't work till the end? What if?
He suddenly stopped drying his hair and stared at his Yibo, he raise his hand slowly and it landed on his cheek, he gently cares it and so lovingly.
"I don't know what's happening with me, but if ever what I was thinking will happen someday......i- just-..i don't know what to do" he whispered, after a couple of seconds he retracted his hand and got up from bed, he put the towel away and he turned off the lights leaving only the lampshade that's aside.
He laid in bed gently to not wake him up, he look at that sleeping face, still the most handsome for him.
While thinking something his attention suddenly got caught of his Yi bo's phone that vibrated and lighted up on the side table, could it be that he's seeing some-
He doesn't want to think that way! He shook his head and lay his back flat on the soft bed. He wanted to sleep right away but his mind wouldn't let him. He keeps glancing at the phone on the table, he knows that it's not good to touch someone's stuff but he couldn't hold back anymore! He just wanted to check something, that's it, nothing more.
The bed creak a little when be move his body, he reach out his hand and took the phone carefully, he didn't want to wake him of course.
"Forgive me about this. I'm just gonna check something" he murmured and turn on his Yi bo's phone, while doing it his hand keeps shaking. Of course he's doing a crime, how could it not?
But when the phone screen lighted up he saw that it's locked, he needs to open it using a password but he didn't know his phone password. His heart keeps pounding, there's really something he's hiding! He remembered clearly that this man never uses a password on his phone! How come it's locked now? He used to borrow his phone regularly that's why he knows that his phone has no password at all.
