𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐔𝐂𝐊✓

34 | Letting it go

🔹Spruha's POV🔹

I locked myself in my room and cried my heart out. I couldn't believe how varad would do this to me. But what hurts me more is , I am head over heels in love with that dumbo! And seeing him go away from me was aching my heart.

But I saw everything with my eyes!!! They won't lie! Neither he was denying the bloody things she was doing to him. I have had enough. Now , whatever it is I won't stay here. Tskk!! How stupid of me to skipping this opportunity , my dream just for him...??? Who ditched me!!

The next day I confirmed about my decision for going to London for my PG. My friends still didn't know about this. Aai was a little upset for me going there but bhaai made her agree. Everything was ready. A week , and I would be flying to London. I was pampered this whole week!!!! Uff!!! So much of love , food and what not!!! Mumma wasn't leaving me , every other time I would be fed with something or the other.

I kept myself away from him as much as I could. I know if I could like this , my friends would kill me. So.... Finally I was going them with this news!!! Ofcourse I am sad but I want to go away from all this. From him... I was in need of change.
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"And you're telling us now!!?? Like what the fuck Spruha??"

"But why are you leaving us?? Is India not good enough for your PG???"

"Dude yarr!! We'll miss you!?!"

And I had tears in my eyes!!! How will I leave without these munchkins!!! I told them everything.

Prisha was a little upset and she was misunderstanding things like I am going because of my breakup with varad.

"It's nothing like that pri. Infact I was going to tell him this but you right what happened next.... And this was my dream to complete my PG in the best uni of London.

I am already over him and me going to London has nothing to do him. I've made my decision." I tried explaining pri.

"Yarrrr I would miss you sooo much. Promise me you will call me everyday. And you will tell me every detail of the day and yah we'll also have video call thrice a week... You will also--" and I pulled her in a hug , I was almost crying. I kissed her cheeks and she hugged me tight. She was my piggy tail wali best friend!! How would I forget her...

Prisha called me at her home for night stay. So we had girls time. We spent the whole night talking about every little thing. We laughed , we cried... We made memories in this room of hers. I still remember the days I spent with her whenever my parents used to go to village and I would be with her. Prisha's mother adored me like her own. She was the one and only child of her parents. Aunty left me only after I had delicious lunch with them. She prepared all my favourite dishes I loved which she made. I bid them my farewell and I was back home.

Everything was ready. Finally it was the day of my departure. Mom was crying and it was literally making me hard to stop and run in her arms and cry my heart out.. Dad was consoling her. Bhaai was quiet , but I know he was crying within.

I ran to him and hugged him tight. "I will you bhaai" I cried in his arms. He caressed my hairs. I could feel his voice getting heavy. "I will miss you more meri sona!" He said and tightened my grip around the crook of his neck. "Take care and stay safe. I love you" he said kissed my cheeks. Bhaai was a man of few words. He always showed his love through the little things he did for me. He was my first ever friend and cared so much for me. Never have I ever felt lonely in his presence. I was his princess and he.....my prince!!!

As the time was ticking... My heart was feeling more heavy. We were on our way to the port. Prisha , varun , shivam , pradnya , shivani everyone came to say goodbye to me. I hugged everyone.

There was still time for my flight. I hugged aai baba and kissed both their cheeks. "Take care of eachother. Aai don't forget to take your tablets on time. Baba , no eating too much sweets. And if possible find a good bhabhi for me soon!!" I said laughing wiping the tears.

I told bhaai to take them home. I knew if I see aai crying I couldn't stop myself from stopping my decision for going to London. My friends bid my bye and now I was waiting alone seating on the bench for the announcement of the flight.

My palms were sweaty and my heart was pounding fast. I was trying to calm myself but I couldn't. Then my eyes averted to Shantanu who was running towards me. I stood in awe looking at him.

"Shantanu..." I called him out. He was panting heavy. I made him sit on the bench nearby.

"So you are leaving...???" He asked still panting.

"Yes..."

"Spruha , I know he has messed up. He's a dickhead. But why are you leaving us for him.... You kno--"

"Hey... Relax. Me going to London has nothing to do with va-- him. I... You know I going for my PG. It was my dream Shantanu.. and I don't it to go , for him."

"But atleast you must've talked before leaving. He...he was asking for you Spruha!! He know he overreacted at the party. You..you know he was drunk!! But---" he was trying to explain me.

"Shantanu... I've made my decision. I won't stop now. Whatever has happened between us...is over now.." words dies in my throat before I could say anything further. Fuck these tear glands. I was crying!? I am hating this.

"Spruha... I know I am no one to stop you. I know your boyfriend has done the shit. He's a dickhead. But you have us. Me and Mayra. We will always stay connected and remember , I will be always there for you!! Take care!" He said and pulled me in a hug. I sobbed more after hearing his words. The words 'your boyfriend' tugged my heart.

"Yah. Shantanu... thankyou!" And I smiled at him.

"Hey , you'll be back for your PG right???" He asked.

I laughed nodding. "Yes! I am not staying there forever. I will be back after my PG." I said.

Silence filled the air after my words. No one uttered a word. I kept looking at my feet as if it is the most beautiful thing in the world.

"Do you love him...??" Shantanu's words echoed my ears. I fumbled at his sentence. I stared him blankly.

I sighed. I wasn't even shocked after the words I spoke.

"More than ever I could know..."

"Than why are you leaving him...??"

"Does it even matter??"

"Why does it not??"

"Because it wasn't enough to make him stay!"

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