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Chapter 11 ✓

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When Tom pulls of the hug that he gave me, which I really needed, I still feel the same as before .. my head is full of thoughts. It is too much and it drives me crazy. I am dizzy, nauseous and feel like something is holding me back. But I don't know what. I want to escape. But I don't know how. It's like i'm trapped in some kind of nightmare.

"Are you feeling any better?" He said when he looked into my eyes.

I shrug my shoulders.

"I don't know, something is very, very wrong with me." I said to him in a weak voice.

"No, no nothing is wrong with you" he replied.

He comes closer to me. I close my eyes and seconds later Ifeel his lips on mine. I don't know why he kisses me. It feels nice, so I kiss him back. Butterflies are stuck in my stomach and trying to get out. This is it. This is the feeling I've been searching for my entire live. And I get to share it with this beautiful person. But when he puts his hand on my neck, I pull away and start to breathe harder. I open my eyes and Andrew sits in front of me.

Andrew?

"What something wrong?" Andrew said with a smirk on his lips.

What the fuck

I blink again and then see Tom in front of me. Breathing is starting to get difficult. Pieces of the past pass by like a movie before my eyes. It's seconds that id'd reminded of that one night, but they hurt the most of all. I tried to slide backwards but my bed was in the way. I get up and look around and see all the events passing by as if I am there, right now. I panic. I put my hands on my head to make the fear stop. But it doesn't work at all.  I stumble to the bathroom and open the door. I see Tom coming towards me but then it's Andrew running towards me. I quickly close the door and lock it. I hear his terrible voice scream.

"Y/N OPEN THIS FUCKING DOOR!" Said Andrew. I certainly havn't missed his heavy and piercing voice. I can't control my breath. "Y/N!!" He said again. My hands begin to shake even more.

"Y/n?" I heard a sweet, calmer and truer voice blessing. "Y/n? What's wrong? Please talk to me." It was Tom.

"I-I can't" I said out of breath.

Please don't let this happen now. Not now.

I look around the bathroom and see Andrew. I can feel my head getting lighter. He walks up to me and I walk away from him until I felt the door behind me. Andrew comes closer and closer. I close my eyes, making a tear escape my eye, knowing what's coming.

"OPEN THIS FUCKING DOOR!!" I heard Andrew say behind me.

I open my eyes and don't see him anymore. I hear someone banging on the door which scares me. I quickly walk away from the door.

"Y/N!" He said screaming again.

"Y/n please." I heard Tom's voice again.

"Tom?" I said swak with a shaking voice.

"Yea yes, y/n It's me. Please open this door so I can help you." He replied.

"HE DOESN'T MAKE YOU HAPPIER!" I hear Andrew screaming behind me. I turn around but I don't see him.
"HE DOESN'T CARE ABOUT YOU!" he said but in my right ear.
"I'M THE ONE YOU LOVE!" he said in my left ear. I look around the bathroom to find where he was. I went crazy and I am so scared. But the voices still echoed in my head.
"I CARE ABOUT YOU!"
"YOU MADE A MISTAKE ABOUT A YEAR AGO, BUT I KNOW YOU STILL LOVE ME!"
"SO YOU'RE GONNA BE WITH ME!"

"AAAAAAAH!!" I scream. The voices in my head drive me crazy. I put my hands on my ears but it doesn't stop. I fall to the floor with my knees from tiredness. I'm done. What I can still see is the orange box with pills.