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Part 2- The one in a hospital

Celal

"She put her hand on mine.

I didn't move it.

Feeling her touch on my skin, looking at her radiant face and that sweet smile like she is a small child, yeah... I touched another dimension. I let her hair carry me like a wave into the world of sea scent and lavender. Her eyes gleamed with a special glow. It was the color of happiness. She tried to reach the blue, clear sky with her hands that day, and I? For just one word from her, I was ready to take off the Sun, the stars, and the moon for her. A gentle breeze caressed her flushed face, quite gently as if it were made of glass. I jealously watched at her tangled curly hair and wished I was a wind for a moment. The floral dress played tango with the stream of air, constantly showing the femininity and perfection of her body. For me, there was only that. This moment. She. And I. My eyes had only one purpose - to follow her silhouette and admire the divine beauty. The sound of her laughter caused an earthquake in my heart. Her gaze caused a flood, and after she let out a nightingale's voice, my heart would turn into a tsunami. Her every move remained deeply engraved in the stones of my memory. Everything about her is at the root of my existence. She's a part of me. My soulmate. The woman and love of my life. Then why did I never say that out loud? Why did I allow myself to look so cold, uninterested as if we didn't share the same dreams? My biggest fear is seeing her hurt. What an irony, that's all I do to her. I'm just a liar. When she finds out the real reason why I entered her life, she will be broken. That would destroy her. Her weak heart could not bear it. Seeing her desperate, in tears is my greatest punishment.

"Wake up, Maraşlı," Mahur interrupted the rapid flow of my thoughts.

"What?"

"You have to wake up."

I looked at her confused. Wake up? What is she talking about? I looked around a little better and then understood the meaning of her words. My surroundings were completely white. The blue sea that once adorned my view is now completely gone. There was no more spring sun, no more white clouds in the blue sky. Everything disappeared as if it didn't even exist. Only Mahur stood in front of me, in a long, ravishing white dress. She had a wreath of flowers on her head. She no longer had that childish smile on her face. Now she looked at me completely seriously, compassionately, and with a dose of fear. I tried to say something to her, but my speaking ability flew away like a bird from a cage. I was completely paralyzed. At that moment, Mahur headed towards me. She spread her wide silver-and-white angel wings and I felt an immensely huge flow through my own body. It was peace. "

Reality

"Celal, can you hear me? I know you can hear me. I'm so sorry ... if I hadn't left you, if only I hadn't left ... you would be by my side now. None of this would happen to you. It's all my fault. It all happened because of me. I'm so sorry. Can you forgive me? But that's why you have to wake up first. I promise you, I will never leave you again. I will always stay by your side. I'll always love you. Come on, aşkım, please wake up. Make me happy with your eyes. Make me happy with your smile. Call me bayan. Be mad at me. I accept everything from you, just wake up," said Mahur, sobbing.

Celal was still lying almost lifeless in his hospital bed. He suffered severe internal injuries due to which he fell into a kind of coma. Doctors do not have much hope for the normal continuation of his life. But Mahur is the one who always believes. Mahur is that flower that brings color, happiness, and joy even where there is darkness. Even now, she is full of hope that her beloved man will get up and grab her hand that holds him all day. With her other free hand, she gently caressed his mustache and chin.

"I haven't had a chance to tell you how much I like your mustache. How crazy I am about them. I'm crazy about anything that has something to do with you. Celal, I lost my mother. I was broken. I still haven't fully recovered. I don't think I'll ever be able to. But this pain I'm currently feeling in my chest ... can't be compared to any other pain so far. If something happens to you ... I just can't live without you. I can't live without a loved one. I never loved anyone like you and my mother. She left me, but if you leave me too ... I choose not to live anymore! "Mahur said with difficulty.