It's Kind Of A Funny Story (ranboo x reader)

13*

Y/n POV

I'm in the kitchen eating everything I see, what's happening to me? I'm so hungry all the time. Ranboo walks in on me eating my 5th dorito bag of the hour and asks for some. I hand him the bag and say "Don't let me have anymore. I can't stop eating and I don't know why." He giggles and says "Is it the time of the month?" I stare at him and think. I check my phone period tracker and run to the bathroom. Well shit, he was right. I do my business and walk out of the bathroom.

I look for Ranboo throughout the house then hear my phone ding:

Ranboob <3:
Getting chocolate, will be back soon!

I giggle and jump on the couch. At least my cramps aren't bad right now.

I sit and wait on the couch for Ranboo to come home. I hear a knock and open the door, expecting Ranboo, but I see my mom. Before I can speak, she says "Y/n, I just want to apologize for never being there for you. I know you probably think i'm still a horrible person, but I truly have changed. You are right, I should've answered that hospital call, but I'm a coward. You have every right to be upset with me, but I wanted to talk about this face to face because calling or texting seems like i'm just getting it over with." I stare at her and it looks like she has been crying. Her red stuffy nose and her messy hair. I hug her and say it's ok. I guess she really has changed. She comes inside and we talk for a bit, but then she leaves after an hour.

I walk her out the door and wonder where Ranboo is. I call him and I'm greeted by a female voice. She says "Who is this?" I try to say without crying "Um, Ranboo's girlfriend. Who is this?" She hangs up and I stand there. What just happened. Is Ranboo cheating on me? No, he would never. Right?

I go to the bedroom and start crying in the sheets. What's happening. I don't think he is the type of guy to cheat, but that girl ended the call right after I said I was his girlfriend. I continue sobbing and now start thinking of the worst scenarios in my head.

After a couple of hours, I hear the front door open. I hide in the sheets and hear Ranboo open the bedroom door. He crawls into bed with me thinking I'm asleep.

An hour passes and I hear Ranboo snoring. His phone dings and I start to pick it up. Should I be doing this? Oh who cares, I need to know. I open the phone and see text messages with him and another girl named Charlotte. I look at the texts and they have hearts and them talking about hanging out. Then, I see a text with my name.

Ranboo:
No, y/n isn't the same. After the car crash, she turned into such a different person. She doesn't have the same sparkle in her eyes and never wants to go outside with me to dinner anymore. She barley even has a job, i'm paying for everything. I know I shouldn't be saying this, but I think i'm falling out of love with her.

I keep re reading the last message over and over again. I quickly get up and pack a bag silently. I text Clay asking him if I could crash at his place for a bit and he says he doesn't have room. He also tells me I should ask mom because she has a guest room. I quickly text her and see Ranboo look at me, "Y/n, what are you doing." I look at him with my watery face from all of the tears "Leaving." He quickly gets up and says "Wait what? Why" I look at him and say "Oh, I don't know, maybe because you fell out of love with me. Now you don't have to deal with a depressed bitch who lost her 'spark' after almost dying in a car crash and having to suffer in so much pain in therapy. I'm sorry i'm not good enough anymore. Go have fun with Charlotte." He looks at me in shock and I leave the house. I get in the car and try to wipe my eyes so I can drive. I get a text from my mom saying I can stay there for a bit.

I take a deep breath and pull out of the driveway. I drive down the lonely road at night. Why wasn't I good enough.

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