Yeah Boy & Doll Face

Chapter 7: Daydreams and Nightmares

Chapter Seven: Daydreams and Nightmares :

A/N:  Hey, you guys! Chapter 7 here! The story is going to be put on hold. I am sorry, don't be angry, but I have to edit the story before it drives me absolutely nuts. I feel bad for any of you who have read this far without any edits. Well, this chapter is going to be extra long since the wait for it was extended. <3 Keep reading! Love you all!

"What's so good about picking up the pieces?" Jaime and Vic sang out loud in the car. I didn't know the song.  I have been slowly getting bits and pieces of my life back. I woke up from nightmares and dreams that I had to tell Jaime about. According to my doctor, a lot of what I am going to remember may come from the dreams I have. Since, Jaime, has been my friend since I was like ten he was able to tell me what was true and false about my life. Some things are very trivial and probably not important.

"Did I once know this song? I feel like I did," I asked Vic once the music died down and I assumed was the end of the song. Vic looked back at me and Jaime had a look on his face that read, 'you kidding me?'.

"Of course you knew this song... you wrote it and me, Jaime, Tony, and Mike wrote it," Vic looked at me and his eyes wandered towards my ratted hair from the week stay at the hospital. I tried my hardest to brush through it, but it seems like  I will have to shower and use 90 lbs of conditioner just to get this rat's nest out of my hair.

I really liked the song though and if it's true that I wrote and composed this song with them, it makes me a little bit proud. I can't wait to return home. It will be quiet and I won't have random people checking on me every 10 minutes to make sure that I am not going completely and utterly insane. We drove down the street. I looked out my window and took in the view of my sweet hometown, San Diego. I looked down at my thighs and just cringed at how stupidly fat they were. I looked back out the window and saw that we were pulling into a drive way. My mind screamed 'home'. I knew this was the place of my bedding and comfort.

I smiled.

"You are smiling like you just bought an Audi, kid" Jaime looked at me with pure amusement. It was written across his face that he was enjoying every minute of my happiness.

I hopped out of the car and walked to my front door. Jaime held keys in his hand. I don't know why he would have keys. It's not like he lives with me.

"Munchkin, you are looking at me like you are confused. Are you okay? Is something wrong?" Jaime looked at me and feared flashed across his face faster than lighting in the sky.

"No. No. I am okay" I smiled showing Jaime that I was okay and that he had nothing to talk about.

We walked through the door after he gave me a small smile and nod. I closed the door behind me. I looked around and I found some small things that I remembered from the dreams. The picture frame on the left confused me though.

"Jaime, who is this?" I said as I pointed to a girl with long, dark blonde hair and almost white, blue eyes. She was skinny, probably around 115 pounds and she wore almost all black.

"Who?" Jaime said as he walked over to me.

He put his arm around me as I pointed once again to the girl.

"Are you kidding me?" Jaime said.

"Jaime, who is it?" I asked getting agitated.

He looked at me with disappointment.

"What do you think she looks like?" Jaime says with curiousity.

"She looks short, but not too short. Her hair is long and dark, blonde. She has white, blue eyes. She looks roughly 115 pounds. Honestly, she looks perfect" I said with a smile.

Jaime laughed and took my hand. He led me upstairs and we took the first left.

"Jaime, why are we-"

My words fell short. When I looked in the mirror, I realized why Jaime was disappointed and laughing. I frowned.

"That girl was me?" I asked.

"That perfect girl is you," Vic said as he walked into the bathroom. I am not sure where he has been this entire time, but bam here he is.

I felt the heat rush through my cheeks.

The girl in the mirror wore heavy bags under her eyes. Her hair was tangled. Her eyes seem to have less color. Her weight seemed to be unhealthy. He skin doesn't have a natural glow. She seemed utterly terrible. That girl was me.

"What happened to me?" I asked Vic. I felt the tears start to swell up in my eyes. I looked in the mirror and ended up looking down. I couldn't look at that girl anymore.

"Well, you almost died, so that would probably have a pretty big side effect on your body. Let's not forget you have been living off of hospital food. You also have amnesia," Vic started listing the endless amount of things wrong with me at the current moment in time.

He saw the look in my eyes and must have known I was hurting. He smiled a small smile.

"How about I order some pizza and we watch some movies that you won't remember?" Jaime said to me in a husky voice that I love.

I took my gaze off of Vic as he walked out of the room. I looked at Jaime and nodded. When was the last time I had eaten?

.

After, I showered and fought through the tangles in my hair. I walked out of the bathroom feeling cleaner and a little bit happier than what I was when I first walked through the doors.

I frowned.

I suddenly realized that I have no idea where my bedroom even is. I looked around and sighed. I walked down the stairs in only a towel.

"Jaime? Jaime? I don't know where my bedroom is!" I said out loud.

Out of nowhere, Jaime scared the shit out of me and I ended up falling on the ground. And my towel ended up off of me.

DINGDONG DINGDONG

Jaime scanned my bare body. He licked his lips.

"Cover up, munchkin. I wouldn't want the pizza guy to see that nice body of yours. Our room is the first door on the left. I'll be up there after I pay." Jaime said in the same husky voice that he used earlier.

I hurried up and scattered to getthe towel around my body again. I ran up the stairs and turned left into the room.

Our room.

I sighed as I closed the door. I walked over to the dresser and I put on the first Guns and Roses shirt that was on top. By the looks of it, it was Jaime shirt. It was long on me and I liked it. I searched the drawers and I finally found the underwear drawer and I put on the black pair. I threw on some black long socks. I felt comfortable. I grabbed my towel and closed the drawers. I looked around the room seeing that Jaime wasn't in there quite yet. I got into the bed and sat there cress cross apple sauced. I grabbed my phone and started to go through my 90 Facebook notifications that I haven't checked on in ages.

Jaime walked in with a box of pizza and honestly, I was happy to see him and not the food in his hand. I smiled.

"That." Jaime said and then smiled.

"Was the embarrassing," I interjected.

At the same time, Jaime said, "Amazing,"

He then set down the pizza and walked up to me and gently kissed me. I felt the butterflies in my stomach. The kiss was deepened and I found my hand wrapped in his hair. His arm was wrapped around my back. I was so lost in the kiss that I didn't notice the door opening and Vic walking through the door.

"I smelled pizza," he said with a sad look on his face.

The door shut and I found myself away from Jaime and grabbing a piece of pizza. Why can't my life just be easy for once.