Y/n
⚠️ Warning: rough smut & abuse ⚠️"Fuck!" Zack groaned as he pushed his whole cock in my ass. My back arched and I was on all fours on the bed with my ass in the air with only my top on. I tried my best to keep quiet but of course Zack wasn't the gentle type. He kept pounding into me as I cried out his name. Our skin clapped with the mix of our moans and grunts. The bottom half of my body begin to weaken but Zack kept it up. "You're not getting tired on me huh?" He groaned.
"H-harder!" I moaned out with a stutter. My body felt like it was on fire, my inside tightened around his cock and I felt him twitch inside of me. "I'm so close, please Isaac.." I begged. He didn't say a word but I felt a large sting on my ass he slapped me.
"Shut up." He demanded, he suddenly pulled out of me and I already felt lonely and empty. He grabbed me by the hair flipping me around and slammed his cock in my entrance.
Fuck it hurt.
A loud moan came from me as tears were forming in the corner of my eyes while he thrust, he avoided eye contact with me but I could tell he looks angry. He growled and dug his nails into my thighs.
"Zack it hurts!" He didn't listen. I started to cry has the pain got worse. At this point I have came multiple times. I began trying to push him away and scratching at him but nothing seemed to work as he kept grunting and growling at me. He leaned down and bit my neck as I wrapped my legs around his waist. I felt him grab the bottom of my shirt lifting it up exposing my breast. He began sucking and bitting at my nipples has a million emotions and feelings surrounded me. Finally Zack had released in me. He slowly stopped. We were both a mess. "You.." I said out of breath. Zack finally looked at me, his face expression was plain. He finally sat up and put his boxers back on as I laid there. "Are you just going to ignore me!? Zack you didn't-"
"I know." He took a deep breath and sat next to me. "I lost control."
"Lost control?" I said angrily I sat up from my spot and covered myself with the sheets. "You moron, what was this all for? I thought this is supposed to be a loving moment, but you were just angry, weren't you? Are you trying to prove something? I told you to stop and you wouldn't. And you have the audacity to not put a condom on or at least pull out!" I yelled.
"Stop yelling at me!" He fought back. "You're always blame shit on me. I give you everything, you're the only person I ever cared about! Fuck you're so unbelievable and stupid sometimes. Honestly Y/n you chose to be in a relationship with me, you know I was bad and you still wanted me." He got up from his spot and began walking around the room frustrated.
"Look at you, you're acting like a child. Do you really want your girlfriend to be in pain and suffering? I didn't choose this! I didn't choose this Zack, the Zack I know doesn't want to see me any pain specially pain cause from him. Stop playing the victim when you're actually not!" I cried I try to stand up but my legs failed me and I fell. "God damnit. If you really cared you would have cared about my feelings too." I slowly got up trying to hold on to the end table. Zack sighed and came up to me and tried to help me up. "Don't touch me!" I yelled and try to push him back.
"Damnit Y/n." Without him even thinking he smacked me across the face and I fell on the bed and slowly looked up in shock he looked at me with murderous eyes. But his whole face expression looked guilty. It was like that time when he first pushed me on the ground at my house but this was worse. Immediately I felt fear. "Y/n I'm so-"
"Save it." I began to put my shirt and pants back on as he kept apologizing. It hurt like hell but I tried to walk out of the room but he stopped me by grabbing me by the arm.
"Please, don't leave.." he said in such a tone I never heard before. Deep down I didn't want to leave but I couldn't stay here any longer. I was furious sad and confused. I didn't say anything else but pull away my arm and walked out the door slamming it behind me. That's when I broke down, tears ran down my face as I tried my best to walk down the hall, my cheek stinged from the hit as I tried to rub away my tears. I stopped to the end of the hallway where the elevator was and slid down the wall as I cried into a ball.
Im so weak. I hate myself. Maybe it was my fault.
"Y/n?" I heard a familiar voice. It was Shino. He bent down to my level. "What's wrong?"
"It's nothing." I looked away I know I sounded rudely but I couldn't deal with anything at that moment.
"I see." He extended his arm towards me. "Let me help you." I was hesitant but I shook my head. Shino sighed and sat next to me. "I heard a lot about you." He said which perked me to look up at him. His eyes contacted with mine. "I see you a lot on the news. "Y/n the missing girl who is now on the side of a serial killer, and is probably in love with him." He quoted as he slowly said the last part.
"I guess I did choose this." I said looking away for a moment. "I already hated how my life was. I was alone all the time. Until he came into my life, I chose to help him." Tears ran down my cheeks while I tried my best to wipe them away.
"You and Isaac got into an argument huh? Was he really that upset with me." Shino laughed. "He's still the same."
"Can I ask you a question?"
"Sure, go right ahead." Shino said.
"Can you tell me about your relationship with Zac- Isaac? Like the past. I've been really curious, and he doesn't remember a thing." I said. Shino took a deep breath then looked up at the ceiling.
"This is going to be a long story."
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